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Cherie
Chen Shi Lei
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7 August 1987

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procrastinate.OVER.

Thursday, December 10, 2009 6:16 PM♥

i hate to think of tml.
cos classes begin tml.

so i had been dragging my time to do a list of things i ought to do but when sch reopens, but i MUST stop this procrastination and get my brain juice flowing. OH before i do tt i must sweep off the dust or moulds or wadever that grows on my brain over this period of time when it actually malfunctions.

....................... y do i feel like it's a dooms-day tml?

ARGGhhhHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

xoxo, cheriesl
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snipped away my long hair today!!!!
my hair used to look like this:

yeah a different new look for me. =D

i was in a shock when i saw my reflection at the salon earlier on. sooooo not used to it! i feel as tho another girl was looking back at me but it's ME. yeah well, after sometime i feel ok but not really adapt to it yet. ann said i look younger n cuter. yes cuter. CUTE is nv in my dictionary ok. i nv try to act cute in my 22 yrs of life. cant believe i'm trying it now at age 22. wth.

endure w me la =P i know some frens out thr cannot tolerate cute-ness esp by me but it's like i myself oso cannot tahan lorh.

jus wanna play a cute-ness for a while can HAHA.

"Holy cow!!" when i realized that i really lost track of time, the after effect when i spent most of my holidays at home that i wasn't aware of the date and day at all.

my sch reopens on 11 Dec, and just ytd i realized that the day actually starts on this fri. panic panic panic. so many things to be done are yet to be carried out, and my mind still stays rooted for the holiday mood that i wasnt prepared to go sch @ all. i feel like a kid dreading for sch reopen!!

to make it worse, the course materials prepared for us b4 lessons begin feels like a time-setting bomb, only in this scenario it is a day-setting bomb cos as each day nears fri, the stress and anxiety builds higher n higher. i read through it and i cld feel the horror seeping through. dont wanna go into details cos the more i describe it the more worriment i get. so 2 'd's to describe this module (Research and Methodology) i'm having next: Difficult and Demanding. =X

another perturbing issue is abt financial.
but shall end this subject here cos even though i let it known, i dont wanna talk more abt it.
i have ppl ard me telling me that they're experiencing e same thing but i really couldnt see it on em.
it's even more frustrating when some of them dont understand my situation at all. zzzzzzzzzz.

a boring post here. read if u feel obliged to :X

i think i'm getting sick after e trip frm hortpark (canopy walk) ytd + the night movie + the sleepover @ my hse with angelis and ann. feeling drowsy even though i slept and my nose is like a running tap now.

my first visit with angelis n ann to the hortpark is nothing much. walked ard.. saw a few interesting things and picturesque spots. we proceeded to the canopy walk after that even though we were a bit tired alrd, and thn rest at another park (pss i forgot e name of it). took a couple of unglam + funny photos thr and we return back to hortpark again. mid-way walking back, it started to rain and all 3 of us had to take shelter under my little umbrella haha.

we went hm to rest b4 catching e movie at night. New Moon yeah. it's nt bad la, but thn a bit confusing if you yet read e book cos tt's what i experienced. ann said thy left out a lot of parts. oh btw, ann was super excited abt watching new moon lorh. she was also making a lot of sounds during e movie! like all the squeals, gasps etc. noisy! haha.

after the movie we get gg to my hse cos they're having a sleepver @ my hse!!!! whooopy!!
i made fondue for them... catch movies.. as usual we make jokes and gossip all tt.. it was fun :) a pity my rm is a bit cramp due to my queen sized bed la. shall do it again yo!!

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haha. super idiotic!

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i'm writing this while waiting for yiting.. zzzzz. i'm supposed to go her hse after she bathe. but she's taking a loooooong time!

had our bbq session held @ my fren's fren condo beside parkway parade. the experience as compared to bbq @ east coast is much more comfy haha!

anws, didnt expect tt it'll be fun during e bbq on sat with my ex-colleagues :) i thought i will be a bit left out, after all, it's been quite sometime since i last gather with em together and i missed a lot of inside jokes and the latest gossips in office. but surprsingly, they didnt chat abt the "office" topic much (cos usually they wld) and fortunately my frequency is capable enough to keep up with their craps. hehe.

the bbq food, which one of them prepared herself, is awesome! =D kind of admire her capability to prepare most of the food herself: satays, chicken wings, stingrays, prawns etc. cos i'm usually too lazy to do that haha. thumbs up! oh btw, this bbq tastes much better than my poly gathering bbq @ east coast. and even cheaper lorhs. wth.

my frens went for dim sum buffet on monday.
and i miss it........ :(


i posted my status as "craving for alcohol now" in fb. but i didnt drink any la.
if drinking alcohol cld instantly treats my depressed mode now, it's only for a while. the next morning i wake up i'll feel worse. sigh.

gotta face it anyway..

my world now is all messed up.
Damn Shit.