Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Tioman phtos as my screensaver!

I'm now at work and
I'm so bored!!!
zzzz...


come to think of it, i nv put up my photos taken at tioman island before.. tut of sharing the few photos which i set it as my screensaver for my com at work =D

the simple resort we lived in

drunkards! hehe

sun tanning at e beach!

WE LOVE THE BEACH! WEEEEE!!

ya. the photos above are exactly the ones i set up as screensaver in my desktop at work HEHE... including the drunkard pic with ann. lol. so it's like, every colleague can see our pics! =P

Sigh.. I miss e fun! Beach trips anyone????

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Over You

Over You - Chris Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down, like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming, I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces, I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and
walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up, so did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming, I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces, I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.

Through these days i discovered my true feelings.. Now i know i'm finally over you.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Aching for internet access

Laptop and desktop have been down for months..

And I'm now waiting patiently for the computer guy to bring back my repaired laptop and linksys adaptor so that i could use the com for the whole day with unlimited hours. I havent been using the com for the whole wk as my sis was always using her laptop for her sch work and due to the fact tt my desktop is down n my lappie went hm with the computer guy for repair. I couldnt wait for my lappie to arrive!!!! =D

Will update more as soon as i got my laptop back. Provided tt it's working fine..

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Modelling.. Me??

Changed my profile pic!! This looks nice enough but i wanna take more pics for better one. Keep improving ya? hehe.

My cousin just talked to me into modelling for her online shopping spree! I did this before with ting and i found tt it was quite fun! The last time we did she jus capture on my body.. I'm ok with shooting just my body.. but face?? I'm not photogenic leh! and i'm not pretty enough la! lol.

nevertheless i'm quite excited about it =P if nd to capture my face then i really nd to go on practising smiling to cameras and look photogenic!!!

Memories

Memory: the mental capacity or faculty of retaining and reviving facts, events, impressions, etc., or of recalling or recognizing previous experiences.

I love and hate memories. Love it because some memories of the past are so beautiful and significant, or something i described as sentimental and nostalgic. It is impossible to forget.. yet, sometimes i wished i had the ability to erase part of my memories, so that it no longer reminds me.. so tt i wouldnt recall at all. However lovely some part of my memory is.. today, it remains painful to me.

We all know that memories belongs to the past. The fact tt it is a past and it will never happen the same way it did again. Even if we do come across the same scenario tt happens to be in your memory, i doubt it feels the same as before... It's either maybe you'll feel better, or not.

At times, i wondered to myself.. whether the few ppl whom i had came across their life ever had memories of me at all. Whether they had thought of me... or got reminded of me of some things they do.. or any events they recalled with me inside.... just the way i do as my memories with them materialized automotically in my mind. As their life goes on.. am i forgotten??


No matter how forgetful i am.. i do rmb the things, rmb them.
What about you..? Remember me?

Welcome =)

Welcome to my new blog!

Finally.. :P
This is the place where i'm gonna be posting my everyday-life, open for everyone to see. so ppl, feel free to drop comments!

I havent been writing for a long time, suddenly i'm so lost in words now. lol. anw.. i nd to rest now, otherwise i couldnt concentrate on writing on stuff i wanna post. Meanwhile, pls be patient for my updates due to my busy schedule..

So ta-dah!



p.s. The profile pic as u can see, is obviously not me. i'm not tt pretty. i'm still finding a nice one to put up!