The fists tt couldnt release

everytime i think back, it's like a dream come true.
a sweet dream that slips in when u fall unconsciously into a nap, and when you woke up, you realized that it follows you for an agonizing period of time.
or i could describe it like a dream u woke up from too abruptly, leaving a mysterious trail of ending.

however, there is no dream i cld escaped from; it is the reality. i'm in this vicious cycle, and i have been in a while that i gotta stop this myself. everytime i stepped in i feel so silly and dumb, but i was happy back then, however my happiness always dont last. i wondered y so often, y issit tt i always got into this shit and how many times am i capable to get myself out again. y issit tt this kinda thing always happened to me, y this y that. i jus dont understand.

i'm so tired from thinking and understanding.
i jus dont wanna care anymore.......................................




but the fists wldnt release.

rude encounter

I have so much to update on, but i wanna post this 1st cos this is the shortest one to blog on.


ting and i went shopping at far east and we drop by one korean shop @ 4th storey (or 3rd, i forgot). looks kind of inviting and attractive at the front of the shop, not to mention expensive. refer to the pic below:

we were looking ard and saw a row of pretty hairbands displayed on a small table. hmm so tempting to try on to see how it looks on our faces so we pick em up and put it on our heads. then this lady boss barks at us across the shop, "EH NO TRYING OF HAIRBANDS HOR!"

i turn ard and look innocently at her and say, "OH. no trying ah?" thn ting and i turn our heels and i said "WTH" loudly enough for her to hear. damn bitch. as we walked our way out ting was saying if we cannot try, then how do we know whether it looks nice on us a not??? stupid lady! so what if they costs $30++ each?!! if she dont wan ppl to try, she shld be clever enough to at least put up a sign "PLS DO NOT TRY ON" in front of the displayed hair bands right?! so old alr still no manners!!

in the end i learnt tt i'm not e onli one who experienced this attitude from her. cos turns out tt one of my fren ever got barked at when she visited this shop. if she continues her lousy service attitude thn god knows how long can she survive thr. or mayb she jus depends her sales on ppl who looks rich enough to afford the stuff thr.

in conclusion, the message tt i wanna bring across is: dont ever patronise this shop or even step a foot in. ur mood might jus get affected aft visiting this shop.
however, those who knew me well enough wld know tt my real intention is well, to tarnish the reputation and prevent more ppl from helping to increase e sales...

lol

Thousand Miles ♥

Making our way downtown~ =P


it's fridayyyyy

and beng and i fetched angelis at e mrt stn near her workplace bcos she was late. AGAIN. but kind of understand her situation at work; poor her got called back to office even tho she applied leave -_-

btw. we made wonderful plans on fri nite :D

lis cld drive us to east coast for seafood dinner, and thn drives us to where ever we wanna go!! it's soooo COOL, this is my 1st time out in my fren's car the whole night! and we can access to places where we seldom cld go.. AWESOME!!!!


dropped by at angelis's hse to pick up her car.. and thn off we go! lis was apparently nervous cos it's her 1st time driving her frens out tt far, but otherwise the rest of us were in glee. she made a few driving blunders but it was ok la, at least ah beng was there to guide her along heh.

rched east coast and i recommend them a seafood stall there, the food is CHEAP n DELICIOUS. beng took a pic of e stall so if u happened to recognise it, do try their seafood. thumbs up!!!

feels great to indulge in heavenly good but super spicy seafood~! yummilicious ;P too bad for pei wen tho. she cant tahan spicy food!!

aft our scrumptious dinner we strolled along e east coast beach for a while to hav our food digested cos we were all so full!! cam whore thr as usual and we went back to e car for our next destination:

Changi Village

i've heard about the transexuals there for a loooooong time but nv been thr to witness them. now it's e chance!!!! haha. we were so anticipated laa!

BUT BUT. 1st i wanna divulge angelis's anecdote! for some of you who know, the transexuals r stationed ard a small car park inside, which is just beside a bus interchange. so it's like there're 2 lanes turning into e car park and bus interchange from the main road. wad i wanna say is, kuku angelis turned into the 1st lane which heads into the bus interchange la!!!! FREAKING FUNNY CAN! and there was one bus following our car behind! i bet the bus drivers must be laughing up their sleeves! haha. i laughed till my cheeks hurts!

anws. our car had to made ard 3 rounds ard the car park so tt we can see em clearer. GOSH. THEY'RE SO PRETTY AND THEIR BODIES R SO GORGEOUS!!!! like i was so awed cos some of em looked like genuine women. and they were all dressed ve skimpily. wa lau. so tempted to be like them (as in, plastic surgery) haha.

a moment ltr, more transexuals showed up and our car happened to pass by one of em, whose boobs r humongous, with what she's wearing a dress where only two piece of cloth covering e nipple part. jus as our car passed by, the breeze parted the cloth and his/her skin, revealing his/her nipple!! well, angelis saw tt haha. but beng and pei wen, who were sitting @ e back of e car, were complaining (esp beng) cos they totally missed tt part. sorry~ LOL

we headed down to airport thn cos we wanted to catch e airplane. WAH. sounds like we're really gonna board the plane but no la, jus wanna enjoy the view and watch the planes depart.. but too bad la. the viewing mall was closed @ e moment. so we toured ard terminal 3... the space thr is damn vast and it's interior design is so grand n pretty!!

yeah played a bit thr. thn we got tired and headed hm.. which ard 3am alr! btw, when angelis drived me home she nearly turn into e bus interchange at clementi again. LOL LOL LOL. she jus likes to visit the bus interchange uncles so much.

*Endless Parties*

MY FIRST TIME TO BUTTER FACTORY!!!

meet my classmates at raffles and we headed down to butter fac. was a bit excited laa, cos heard tt it's fun! but when we rch there, which is ard 940pm, i saw the queue and i nearly fainted zzzzz...

SO MANY PPL CAN! the queue was damn loooooong! the queue's like those mini concert, and then u'll see the fans queueing up in a long string.. that's how long it is. moreover it's ladies night so we waited for our turn to go in for like... 2 hrs?? almost there la. a bit mood dampening, cos we're like sweating and feeling sticky all over even before we go in and we had to stand there for hrs. no wonder i heard from em tt u hav to be early. hell.....

but this is the price to pay for... cos it's fun fun FUN!!!

it's onli like near to 12am but the music was alr good. the whole nite they were playing the rnb music and you can realli sweat it out there, dance like u nv dance b4! still, nv to hit on the danceflr cos it's freaking packed. like, body to body can. and the queue for drinks are oso freaking loooong. OMG. one thing i noticed abt butter fac is tt the queues there are always LONG. *faint

photos:

all the gals!

peeps!

something v.v.v. funny happened in btw. one indian guy suddenly join our grp and the guys were like protecting us frm him. then, the next thing we know, 2 of my guy frens started dancing w him and grinding him la!!!!! GROSS! haha! super funny can, i laughed until my cheeks hurts.

ANWS.
lotsa parties gg on this wk. faints.. jux attended my fren's sis's fren (complicated la) bdae at marina country club on friday. then tue k box with my ex colleagues. then, on this wed or next wed, clubbing again cos it's my classmates bdae. and then on sat attending a party at sentosa chalet, and clubbing aft tt. GOSH.......

and i still havent got a job.

Photoshooting.. to do it or not???

i cant believe it when one professional photographer came to me and ask me to try photoshooting for him!

Devine Vaughn: have u model for shoots b4? :)
Me: err yes but onli for my cousin's blogshop
Devine Vaughn: oooh okies.. but is it fun? :) haha... would u b keen to try a more exciting shoot then? :)

me: hmmm but i dont think i look great in photo shooting
Devine Vaughn: depends on the photographer. :)
u r the cute girl in white in ur dp? hmm.. well, i like ur looks. :)

me: well.. u nvr see my actual looks
Devine Vaughn: well, i dun really care about real looks as long as u look good on photos. haha

me: hmmm sorry but i still hav doubts for my capability. not confident enough haha. hmm can u give me time to think?
Devine Vaughn: of cos. u can check out my photographer profile here: http://www.modelmayhem.com/808685

i took a look at the website, and then i realized that he only accepts bikini and/or lingerie themes! GOSH. the 1st thing tt comes into my mind is, he is looking for the WRONG person. perhaps some of u may know, bee lye was his model before for the Silhouette series of photos. yeah, so here i trust his professionalism, but i dont trust mine. it's great that u can do something exciting or adventurous while u are young, and i will do it if i have a great body. but look at me!! zzzzz

i told him tt i will giv him a reply by fri, while i nd time to consider. sigh.
i think i better give him a reply soon so tt i wont waste his time anymore!

miss the smell of CASH

I'M SO BORED...

and POOR!!!!

oh pls i need to earn some cash, and do something instead of idling at hm w nothing to do!

ever since i left the company and started schooling, one significant thing tt i missed so much is the cash rolling into my account each mth. zzzzzz. and now i had to rely on pocket money, which doesnt sounds great at all to me, esp i dont like e feeling of rching out my hand from my parents who had alr spent a bomb on my sch fees.

apart frm tt, i still cant adapt to my new environment. this kinda environment is very new to me.. and i'm ve uncomfortable w tt. sigh. feel like forcing myself to sch! ...... i'll explain more on this next time.


now, all i need is CASHHHHH!!! $$$$$$$$$ LOBANGS.. ANYONE?????!

Changed my blogskin ;)

I was too bored at home and i changed my blogskin!!!
NICE????

dont be fooled by the sweet layout of the blog.. i'm not very a sweet kinda gal except to my bf hahaahaha... which in this case, sadly, i dont have.

anws ppl, pls feedback to me if u find any shortcomings on this skin.. THANKSIE!!!

EXAM OVERRRRR!!

ok my exam's finally over!!!

i told my frens tt my exam's coming and everyone were like, "wow!". yeah i know. i'd only started sch not long before and had only went through 9 lessons and POM!! here comes the exam. so was quite stressed yah.

anw i dunno how well i can fare for it, cos i jus wrote wadever i know on the exam paper and the rest just hand over my results to fate and luck haha!

watched "BRUNO" and clubbed with my frens at zouk over the past 2 wks of break i had and yep, for the rest of the days i'm studying. BRUNO is a super sicko gay show, nearly puked my pop corns out while watching it but LOL was heard in the whole theatre haha!

i laughed when i saw this photo haha. his adopted african kid "Audrey" in the show

the actor starring in the show: Sacha Baron Cohen. this pic so man la!!

last sat went zouk with my ex-colleagues and sueann, then meet up with daniel and his frens. was not high at all, and the music sucks. so much as i got tired of dbl o, i think that it is still better than zouk, or mayb the music wasnt nice on tt night onli. next club to try is butter fac.. hope it's good like i've heard so!!

will upload e pics taken tt night next time as camera is with my sis. she went to taiwan for 9 days!!!!! UUUUGHH!!! i oso wanna go!!! =(