NY resolutions

(extracted frm DailyWorldBuzz.com)

Top 10 New Year’s Resolutions

1 Get into shape / go to the gym more

2 Save money

3 Go on a diet

4 Give up smoking

5 Assess work/life balance

5 Learn a new skill

7 Be kinder to myself

8 Give up/ cut alcohol intake

9 Give up / eat less chocolate

10 Clear wardrobe on eBay


Most Broken New Year’s Resolutions

1 Give up smoking

2 Get into shape / go to the gym more

3 Clear wardrobe on eBay

4 Be kinder to myself

5 To go on a diet / Give up or eat less chocolate

6 Learn a new skill

7 To give something back to the community

8 Give up or cut alcohol intake / Join or maintain my Twitter/Facebook/Blog

9 Assess work/life balance

10 Save money


....................................... so whatz e use of ny resolutions?

emo momo

i dunno y i'm feeling super emotional and depressed, but it's definitely not due to the pms cos it's way over.

like.. when i'm watching dramas or some tv shows and when i heard abt my frens' heart breaking news i feel like crying along with them. or during those late nights when i gt sleepless i feel like dissolving in tears with my pillow, and yet i held my tears back from flowing down my cheeks. what's with me?!??!?!  

mayb i'm trying to be strong for too long. i feel strained.
mayb the year is ending. i feel sad cos i dont think anything is accomplished.
mayb it's the regrets. i dont see opportunities ever materialize in front of me again..
mayb.........................................

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 it's all of the mayb's.


if u ask me what's my new year resolutions, i have loads of them.
but i'm afraid tt if i list them down, none of them comes true again.
jus like this yr
u wana know? i will list them out here just for fun, but i wont take them to heart seriously.
cos.................................................... i.hate.dissapointments.

talk abt club

suppose to join my classmates @ zouk tonite but as usual, i'm broke.. plus i wanna save e $$ for new yr countdown, which is also ann's bdae countdown and her bdae celebration!

xmas eve night was spent unsatisfactorily ): spent hours to queue at butter fac and we cldnt get into the Bump room, which plays all the hip hop n rnb music. full house they say, which honestly, is quite expected. so we were onli allowed in the Fash room, the music sucks to the core. and thn we went hm after tt. WAD A LOUSY NIGHT.............!!!!!!!!!

taken while queueing

Rebel, where we intentionally plan to go but didnt go cos the entry fee's too ex, was packed tt night too, tt's wad i heard so. if not, we'll be spending out night thr and probably be having the fun of our life! the 1st time i went thr, it didnt leave me a gd impression cos e music wasnt tt gd tt night and the crowd was a bit crazy.

the 2nd time i went thr, the music was sooooo good tt i cld jus get high without the effects of alcohol and dance till 5am. the crowd thr contains mostly guys (tt's wad's not so impt), but the THING is, thr r quite a number of hot guys yo!! hahaha. i hope i dont sound like some despo bitch. it's just that normally when i go club i dont really look at guys. but tt night thr were enough to lay my eyes on!

however we nd to defense ourselves a lot against e guys too, and tt place is really ve small. and the bartender is a rude slacker. i guess that's all for the drawbacks? the entry fee is $20 w 2 free drinks, comparable to e price @ dblo cos at OO it's $15 for e entry fee but no free drinks provided. no cheapo alcohol though, sian. will go down to OO 1 last time for the cheap alcohol b4 it closes down on 2 Jan!! i wana drink till gao gao!

have no regrets

deleted previous post cos i was thinking over the mistakes i made.. and i pondered abt it so often that it makes me wonder how would i face the decision again if i wld given a chance.
will i repeat the same mistake again?
will i open the door and welcome them, to prove myself wrong?
or will i just walk away from all of these and pretend to be oblivious abt it?

my ans to tt now is to prove myself wrong, give myself and others a chance, so that i will not regret like today.

i always thought that to be fair to others, i made myself known that thr's always a somebody in my mind, so that at least i'm being clear to them that i'm not gonna cheat ppl's feelings or to pretend like as if i am interested. i didnt know until today that by doing so is just too naive and rational to distinct my feelings or rather choices. i dunno how u wld define this correct or wrong, it is just how u perceive it as. to me, i regretted, so i deemed it as a mistake. god knows what will happen if i accept; mayb i'll be happier now or mayb not. at least, there's no regrets.

now tt i've wasted enough time, i need to move on................................

and i hope it's not too late to realize that

on a brighter note, my fren went to US las vegas's disneyland during hols (envy right? sigh) and i requested her to buy me Victoria's Secret body spray from thr cos it's sold cheaper. (if i'm working now i'd probably ask her to get me some Coach purses or bags back, but too bad i'm not!!) she was unsure which flavor of e body spray i want so she bought a collection of flowery VC body sprays back!!!!

loves!!!!
i totally love flowery scent :) thanks liana!!

and so i always spray on myself, with my own anna sui perfume, before i went out. it just feels so gd to begin ur day with great fragance on ur body!!! =D

on top of that, xmas exchange this year has been quite fufilling :) i'm so grateful for all the gifts (esp the ones which they spent lotsa time on) the sincerity is deeply appreciated! i hope they like my gifts too!!

early sleep, sweet dreams

jus came back from buying xmas prezzie!


i am soooooooooo freaking tired but i need to read finish a chapter of my textbook before i go to sleep. taking a small break now before i continue to read again sigh..
 
sch started off w a ve tight and busy schedules: lessons from monday to sat (like wtf! but luckily i onli had 1 sat left), quizzes and homeworks everyday.. busy is good but it jus worries me that i aint keeping up with the class. i felt like there's too much information thrown to me and i am expected to learn sooooo many stuff within such short period. and the prpblem is, i got no time to double my efforts even. GOSH.
 
i will retun to update about my clubbing night at Rebel (it was fun!) when i have e time again.
till then, toodles!

procrastinate.OVER.

i hate to think of tml.
cos classes begin tml.

so i had been dragging my time to do a list of things i ought to do but when sch reopens, but i MUST stop this procrastination and get my brain juice flowing. OH before i do tt i must sweep off the dust or moulds or wadever that grows on my brain over this period of time when it actually malfunctions.

....................... y do i feel like it's a dooms-day tml?

ARGGhhhHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

new look ;)

snipped away my long hair today!!!!
my hair used to look like this:

notice the thin hair ends. ugly! and oso my side parting heh. (omg i realized tt my frills looked like a bib -_-)

now my hair looks like this!

i started playing w my hair thn, cos v excited with new hair style la. lols

trying to act cute here =X

hair all tied back to pony tail.

yeah a different new look for me. =D

i was in a shock when i saw my reflection at the salon earlier on. sooooo not used to it! i feel as tho another girl was looking back at me but it's ME. yeah well, after sometime i feel ok but not really adapt to it yet. ann said i look younger n cuter. yes cuter. CUTE is nv in my dictionary ok. i nv try to act cute in my 22 yrs of life. cant believe i'm trying it now at age 22. wth.

endure w me la =P i know some frens out thr cannot tolerate cute-ness esp by me but it's like i myself oso cannot tahan lorh.

jus wanna play a cute-ness for a while can HAHA.

what's more to suffice the stress on me.

"Holy cow!!" when i realized that i really lost track of time, the after effect when i spent most of my holidays at home that i wasn't aware of the date and day at all.

my sch reopens on 11 Dec, and just ytd i realized that the day actually starts on this fri. panic panic panic. so many things to be done are yet to be carried out, and my mind still stays rooted for the holiday mood that i wasnt prepared to go sch @ all. i feel like a kid dreading for sch reopen!!

to make it worse, the course materials prepared for us b4 lessons begin feels like a time-setting bomb, only in this scenario it is a day-setting bomb cos as each day nears fri, the stress and anxiety builds higher n higher. i read through it and i cld feel the horror seeping through. dont wanna go into details cos the more i describe it the more worriment i get. so 2 'd's to describe this module (Research and Methodology) i'm having next: Difficult and Demanding. =X

another perturbing issue is abt financial.
but shall end this subject here cos even though i let it known, i dont wanna talk more abt it.
i have ppl ard me telling me that they're experiencing e same thing but i really couldnt see it on em.
it's even more frustrating when some of them dont understand my situation at all. zzzzzzzzzz.

lalala

a boring post here. read if u feel obliged to :X

i think i'm getting sick after e trip frm hortpark (canopy walk) ytd + the night movie + the sleepover @ my hse with angelis and ann. feeling drowsy even though i slept and my nose is like a running tap now.

my first visit with angelis n ann to the hortpark is nothing much. walked ard.. saw a few interesting things and picturesque spots. we proceeded to the canopy walk after that even though we were a bit tired alrd, and thn rest at another park (pss i forgot e name of it). took a couple of unglam + funny photos thr and we return back to hortpark again. mid-way walking back, it started to rain and all 3 of us had to take shelter under my little umbrella haha.

we went hm to rest b4 catching e movie at night. New Moon yeah. it's nt bad la, but thn a bit confusing if you yet read e book cos tt's what i experienced. ann said thy left out a lot of parts. oh btw, ann was super excited abt watching new moon lorh. she was also making a lot of sounds during e movie! like all the squeals, gasps etc. noisy! haha.

after the movie we get gg to my hse cos they're having a sleepver @ my hse!!!! whooopy!!
i made fondue for them... catch movies.. as usual we make jokes and gossip all tt.. it was fun :) a pity my rm is a bit cramp due to my queen sized bed la. shall do it again yo!!

Birthday Celebration for 老猴

a small surprise for her after our night @ dblo haha!

cldnt light up the candles cos there are fans everywhr. she's supposed to eat it too but she said she was too full so it was discarded aft tt. nvm! there's more bananas to come in her future bdaes!

our plans to sabo jiana for the celebration of her bdae were thwarted. lucky for her!!

#1 to make her drunk cos we nv see her got wasted before.

she said she laosai earlier on so we were being easy on her. but beelye got high and crazy that she kept forcing the alcohol down jiana's throat. haha. here's e evidence of her being helpless and exasperated:

haha! she was referring to beelye, telling me that the lady beside her crazy alrd.

thn she kept pointing at her head mouthing the words, "siao alrdy siao alrdy.." HAHA!

this is the drink bee lye ordered for her:

gosh. they asked me to help jiana drink finish but i drank a sip and i buay tahan alrd. so strong!!! and it doesnt taste good either. poor jiana has to drink finish. luckily i'm nt e bdae girl if not i think by the end of the night i will be unconscious!

#2 make her to play some games and forfeits

which we didnt carry out tt night too. anws she not sporty enough oso. so the rest of the night we dance and drink, drink and dance................. and kanna slaps from her! apparantly when she gt a bit drunk she becomes so violent can. she should be the one getting slaps by us lorh!!!!!! zzzzzz.

happy birthday to lao gao!!

Colorgenics Personality test

try it here: http://colorgenicstest.com/

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.


You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.

You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.

海派甜心

I'm watching this show now!!!

seriously, u guys shld watch this. frigging hilirious!!!!! 1st time i watched taiwanese drama i can laugh non-stop lorh. xiao zhu's image in the show is super geek but at the same time uber idiotic and funny.

haha. super idiotic!

for those who still dunno abt this website, u can watch it at http://www.funshion.com/. they have all the latest dramas, movies and stuff. u nd to download the software for free to watch them but other than that, it's really hassle-free and easy to use. the download progress is pretty fast too! :)

a reunion w colleagues

i'm writing this while waiting for yiting.. zzzzz. i'm supposed to go her hse after she bathe. but she's taking a loooooong time!

had our bbq session held @ my fren's fren condo beside parkway parade. the experience as compared to bbq @ east coast is much more comfy haha!

anws, didnt expect tt it'll be fun during e bbq on sat with my ex-colleagues :) i thought i will be a bit left out, after all, it's been quite sometime since i last gather with em together and i missed a lot of inside jokes and the latest gossips in office. but surprsingly, they didnt chat abt the "office" topic much (cos usually they wld) and fortunately my frequency is capable enough to keep up with their craps. hehe.

the bbq food, which one of them prepared herself, is awesome! =D kind of admire her capability to prepare most of the food herself: satays, chicken wings, stingrays, prawns etc. cos i'm usually too lazy to do that haha. thumbs up! oh btw, this bbq tastes much better than my poly gathering bbq @ east coast. and even cheaper lorhs. wth.

i'm searching for more photos on food but i can only find prawn. we seasoned it with sambal chilli, chilli padi.. er.. wadever chilli sauce we have we mixed it together and marinate it la. the results as u can imgained is SPICY!!! but it taste good!! yum. then alex tried to marinate it with martell and the chillis haha. i didnt eat it cos they said it's ve ve spicy, but it seems like martell is wasted cos they cldnt taste any alcohol @ all.

kelvin brought along his martell (heard tt it's preciously kept for i think 2 decades?) so good of him to share it with us haha. thn drank a lil while we were eating our bbq. so before we get e ball rolling for the drinking game, a group of us sepearates frm the rest to walk ard the condo cos we were too full. as usual, the camwhore begins.

 me, lena, joreen, kelvin, meizhen

the pool!!!!!!!!! i wished i had my swimming costume with me!!

alex, meizhen's bf and her.

alrite, here comes the funny part. i invited kelvin along to do the jumping shots w me thn he said i siao.

LOOK WHO'S CRAZIER LARH!!!! lol.

after the drinking game we went to kelvin's hse for more games lol. but i was at my limit alrd, so i just drank a little. before we went hm we browse through kelvin's childhood photos, and we were laughing at his ah boy looks: centre parting, thn white white skinny skinny, and most importantly the boy in the albums looks totally different from how he looks now. he was so much handsome when he was a boy larh. haha! ok la... kidding =P

right now, i feel like eating bbq again leh. i wanna more chilli prawns!!!

my frens went for dim sum buffet on monday.
and i miss it........ :(


i posted my status as "craving for alcohol now" in fb. but i didnt drink any la.
if drinking alcohol cld instantly treats my depressed mode now, it's only for a while. the next morning i wake up i'll feel worse. sigh.

gotta face it anyway..

my world now is all messed up.
Damn Shit.

job search in vain zzzz.

had a small chat with my father just now to clear the misunderstandings. like what ting said, it's better to talk when both parties had cool down.

i realised my mistake later too, after thinking abt it e whole day.

now the most important thing to do is to find myself a part time job, which i had been doing so for days.
seriously, i dont understand. what issit so fussy abt a part time job that they nd to filter me out?!?! it's just a part time job ma, and i have working experience!!! so many days after a resume been sent to so many companies and i still didnt get a reply back. this is so much harder than finding a full time job lorh... at least i got asked for interviews back thn.

or issit jus my luck?

.......................... i wont give up finding jobs. humph!