have no regrets

deleted previous post cos i was thinking over the mistakes i made.. and i pondered abt it so often that it makes me wonder how would i face the decision again if i wld given a chance.
will i repeat the same mistake again?
will i open the door and welcome them, to prove myself wrong?
or will i just walk away from all of these and pretend to be oblivious abt it?

my ans to tt now is to prove myself wrong, give myself and others a chance, so that i will not regret like today.

i always thought that to be fair to others, i made myself known that thr's always a somebody in my mind, so that at least i'm being clear to them that i'm not gonna cheat ppl's feelings or to pretend like as if i am interested. i didnt know until today that by doing so is just too naive and rational to distinct my feelings or rather choices. i dunno how u wld define this correct or wrong, it is just how u perceive it as. to me, i regretted, so i deemed it as a mistake. god knows what will happen if i accept; mayb i'll be happier now or mayb not. at least, there's no regrets.

now tt i've wasted enough time, i need to move on................................

and i hope it's not too late to realize that

on a brighter note, my fren went to US las vegas's disneyland during hols (envy right? sigh) and i requested her to buy me Victoria's Secret body spray from thr cos it's sold cheaper. (if i'm working now i'd probably ask her to get me some Coach purses or bags back, but too bad i'm not!!) she was unsure which flavor of e body spray i want so she bought a collection of flowery VC body sprays back!!!!

loves!!!!
i totally love flowery scent :) thanks liana!!

and so i always spray on myself, with my own anna sui perfume, before i went out. it just feels so gd to begin ur day with great fragance on ur body!!! =D

on top of that, xmas exchange this year has been quite fufilling :) i'm so grateful for all the gifts (esp the ones which they spent lotsa time on) the sincerity is deeply appreciated! i hope they like my gifts too!!