golden lovies

TADAH~

homemade pineapple tarts...... by yiting and i!!! thank u gal for letting me to join e baking session!

somehow the food tasted especially yummy when you put in effort and do-it-yourself. at the end of baking, i feel so tired and sleepy that i dont have the mood at all to appreciate the gold and pretty looking tarts and the goodness as i munched them.
now i feel glad to share these goodies with my friends :)

on e side note, beng helped us buy ba kua from lim zhi yuan and even delivered to my hse. thank u beng!! i return ur kindness w my pineapple tarts and a prawn my mummy cooked! hahahaaha.


p.s.
oh. i blogged this when i came back from sch, not after the lessons end but becos i went at e wrong time. class starts at 1230pm but i rushed down at 830am. feel so blur and stupid.. dammit!

幸福的原点

Hi My Sweetheart episode 14 marks the end of the whole drama!! this is e shortest drama i'd ever seen. feel that it's a pity to end it so early budden that's what makes it more interesting and appealing cos it's short and sweet =D

there's this line which the female lead mentioned in the show.... "让我们回到幸福的原点" kinda reminisce my very own nostalgia for some little moments spent with some ppl. i felt very 幸福 back thn.. but it seems like this 幸福 costs a price to pay for, and it's like 幸福 doesnt last forever. thn i got skeptical of the existence of it.. hmmm....



mayb it just takes some time for it to deliver..

shopping la!

phew! came back from shopping today. had been shopping lately for CNY at bugis.. i think it's the only place i know for bargaining the prices with the boss and enjoy discounted price at my friend's wife's stall =D

bought a denim leggings! <3 i had been wanting to own a leggings since dunno when and now i finally found it (tsk... with bargained price too) !! looks like those normal jeans but it hugs tightly to my skin.. not very used to body con la. and then i bought a jacket the same as jiana, a very high waist trousers and a dress (discounted again)... will post the photos of me in these one day hehe! really satisfied w e cny buyings :P

OH oh.. did i mention how long had i been holding back to shop?? like months!!! MONTHS! in the past i used to shop every month ok.. so can u imagine i havent been shopping for the past months, trying to hold back from spendin $$ and i even need to accompany friends and SEE them SHOP. so itchy lorh. now i finally had e excuse to shop for cny with a lil of my pay... so poor thing hor. =(
oh ya and i still owe some ppl $$.... dont worry k.. i'll return em back to u guys before cny, after i got my pay.

so wad's jiana's carplate huh? mayb i can return the $$ easily after i tio.. HAHAHAHA.

Drive Safely!

"Please do take care of yourself while you’re at Aus. Stay away from danger, eat regularly, drive safely............"

one day later after i wrote the letter to Jiana, she was alrd not driving safely at Aus. LOLS. i think she need to practice more on driving!

Looney FB

i'm trying to upload our video at facebook for umpteen times but i just couldnt get it done.... so infuriating!!!

Stupid FB!

BON VOYAGE JIANA

Just saw this girl for one last time before we get to see her again after a year in Australia. intended to send her at the airport but she and her mum refuses to tell us the departure time so no choice angelis and i went down to her hse before she leaves to the airport. chatted a while and gave her hugs =)

i feel like crying while saying goodbye to her... we always hang out as a grp - her, sueann, angelis and i - we went out shopping, chilling, clubbing, gossiping, travelling and stuff. we always had our time laughing our heads off and kept each other company. with her ard, thr's bound to have laughter. now tt she's leaving to begin a new phase of her life, our grp will be short of 1 person tt can never be replaced. i'm gonna miss her so much!!

here's what i wrote for her:

Dearest Lao Gao:

I will miss you…

Miss hearing your laughter
Miss squabbling with you (verbally)
Miss calling you Lao Gao
Miss teasing and making fun of you
Miss hearing you swear “妈的!!” and slamming the table lol
Miss hanging out together
Miss you calling me ah gao
Miss the gossips sessions
Miss celebrating birthdays together
Etc……………………………………



Can’t believe you’re flying off tonight!! Never in my life did my closest friends left to a faraway country for such long period, so yeah… it feels so surreal. As you already know, we wanted to send you off at airport but your lips are sealed, so was your mum’s haha. Angelis and I had made a video specially for you, and Sueann wrote you a letter. Here I am writing to you too, cos’ there’s words yet to be spoken :)



Please do take care of yourself while you’re at Aus. Stay away from danger, eat regularly, drive safely, and try to make friends around (I believe you will) so as to enrich your stay there. Don’t forget to play while working hard for your studies cos’ all work no play makes U a dull lady! Oh, hope you can get a BF too - that’s what adds a tinge of romance and fun in your life, anyway… it’s been a long while since you tasted love, so when fate and destiny arrive at your doorstep, don’t reject ok!!!! Don’t be too picky ah! I will be damn happy for you!


Forget us not and must remember to keep us updated of your life there! Lets jiayou together for our studies!!! Happy CNY in advance to you and your family and see you app. In 1 year’s time!!


It’s a goodbye but it’s not the end…

the vid i mentioned thr was made by angelis and i.. i'm not gonna upload it here cos thr's a lot of hideous photos inside so yeah.. only for the 7 sisters to view =P

so Bon voyage Jiana..... i hope u have the time of your life there

girl molested by 4 guys part 2

oh so the "girl" molested by 4 guys is actually a shemale.

...................... i feel like kanna cheated.

CHEY!!!! if in this case i'm not really bothered about it. those trans so qiao one. mayb "she" was feeling sexually aroused secrectly inside?? hohohoho.

wadever. the indians/bangalahs still disgust me tho.

Bikini Girl Molested by 4 Guys

i'm sure some of u saw the news about a girl molested by 4 guys at the sentosa countdown party.

watch it on youtube here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TtIR-Xgx5do

my comments on this issue are:

1) nobody wanted to help her probably they think she's just some attention-seeking whore,

2) those onlookers who took the vids down prob thought that this is what she wants - by making a scene to grab some attention yo!

3) r those molesters bangalahs?!?!?!?!!?!?! fucking gross!

4) can see in the vid that she's trying to get away..!

5) even if these ppl wldnt dare to help her from the molesters, they shld at least pull her down n save her from the "crossed the border line" gropers. did u see how one of em grope her neh neh???!!! omg. there r 8 balls to kick altogether.

6) thr r like a crowd beneath the stage, so if they want some live action towards these 4 guys, i'm sure there is nothing to fear of standing up for the girl and the perverts will feel sorry about it. but seems like most of the crowd thr r perverts too, cos only perverts will enjoy looking at perverts doing perverted stuff.

7) i'm sure there r girls nearby who witness this incident. mayb it's not shown in the vid, but how can u just stand thr without lending a hand to e girl and disregard this matter and join in the fun of recording the whole process down?? what if u r the one who are being molested or worst, raped but nobody nearby care about helping or saving you, and even mockingly record e vids down?? what's wrong w these ppl??? ridiculous!!

8) some ppl even commented that she deserved it.. what. ur heart made of stone issit?! or actually, u horny ppl wanted to have a go with tt girl as well???

.......... i think tt's all for my comments for now. what's ur say?

persoanlly, i feel a connection to this news bcos i was molested before too. i'm sure so do alot of my female frens la. some girls wld react to it almost immediately, but i think most of us will appear lost and shock for a moment before rationalizing what to do next or before we cld gather our thoughts. by then, it was too late. regarding to that video, tt girl must be lost while trying to find ways to get outta it. worse is that nobody helped her at all. 'm so ashamed of singaporeans!! zzz

oh i feel a bit scary too cos in e 1st place i wanted to go to sentosa as well for e countdown. but...... i dont think i wld dare to expose my bikini?? dunno la. cos if exposing it will meant inviting molesters like em. budden, i dont have a fab bod too. so mayb i wont attract molesters?? LOL

Happy 10th yr Anniversary!

In a blink of an eye and 10 years passed just like that.
From secondary 1 till now, the friendship between us grew stronger each yr as we experienced fun and laughter, tears and sadness, pain and anger throughout this long and memorable period.

** every gap is patched with forgiveness
every smile is bestowed with genuine bliss
every moment is so precious that we treasure it so sincerely
the bond that ties us in
instilled deep-rooted in our heart
and with faith to our friendship
we will never be apart! :) **

i'm so glad that we made it this far, and may there be more anniversaries to come for our long-lasting friendship until eternity. to my sisters: Angelis, Bee lye, Michelle, Jiana, Jiani, Sueann, Zhiyi.. CHEERS!!!

** this poem is actually written by me, yes.. me. took me quite sometime to write it down lorh! so got xing rite? teehehe ;)

ok i'm actually being very brief on the above dedication for this 10th yr anni to my dear friends, but but my head is empty for now after offering the words to the poem =X
so now, may i present to you some photos of my 7 sisters (even the search of e photos took me a while cos thr's not much of it in my lappie)

ermm cos i dont hav e sec sch photos here. so these photos r actually from the gatherings we attended in the past heh. enjoy!

2008 class gathering

outing w some of them

a trip back to sch to visit our teachers

chi new yr 2008

haha! ann's head is flattened

neoprints. as u can see v hard to squeeze in all's heads lols

another one

cheeky!

i wana meetup with these sweeties again soon!!

NY resolutions

(extracted frm DailyWorldBuzz.com)

Top 10 New Year’s Resolutions

1 Get into shape / go to the gym more

2 Save money

3 Go on a diet

4 Give up smoking

5 Assess work/life balance

5 Learn a new skill

7 Be kinder to myself

8 Give up/ cut alcohol intake

9 Give up / eat less chocolate

10 Clear wardrobe on eBay


Most Broken New Year’s Resolutions

1 Give up smoking

2 Get into shape / go to the gym more

3 Clear wardrobe on eBay

4 Be kinder to myself

5 To go on a diet / Give up or eat less chocolate

6 Learn a new skill

7 To give something back to the community

8 Give up or cut alcohol intake / Join or maintain my Twitter/Facebook/Blog

9 Assess work/life balance

10 Save money


....................................... so whatz e use of ny resolutions?

emo momo

i dunno y i'm feeling super emotional and depressed, but it's definitely not due to the pms cos it's way over.

like.. when i'm watching dramas or some tv shows and when i heard abt my frens' heart breaking news i feel like crying along with them. or during those late nights when i gt sleepless i feel like dissolving in tears with my pillow, and yet i held my tears back from flowing down my cheeks. what's with me?!??!?!  

mayb i'm trying to be strong for too long. i feel strained.
mayb the year is ending. i feel sad cos i dont think anything is accomplished.
mayb it's the regrets. i dont see opportunities ever materialize in front of me again..
mayb.........................................

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 it's all of the mayb's.


if u ask me what's my new year resolutions, i have loads of them.
but i'm afraid tt if i list them down, none of them comes true again.
jus like this yr
u wana know? i will list them out here just for fun, but i wont take them to heart seriously.
cos.................................................... i.hate.dissapointments.

talk abt club

suppose to join my classmates @ zouk tonite but as usual, i'm broke.. plus i wanna save e $$ for new yr countdown, which is also ann's bdae countdown and her bdae celebration!

xmas eve night was spent unsatisfactorily ): spent hours to queue at butter fac and we cldnt get into the Bump room, which plays all the hip hop n rnb music. full house they say, which honestly, is quite expected. so we were onli allowed in the Fash room, the music sucks to the core. and thn we went hm after tt. WAD A LOUSY NIGHT.............!!!!!!!!!

taken while queueing

Rebel, where we intentionally plan to go but didnt go cos the entry fee's too ex, was packed tt night too, tt's wad i heard so. if not, we'll be spending out night thr and probably be having the fun of our life! the 1st time i went thr, it didnt leave me a gd impression cos e music wasnt tt gd tt night and the crowd was a bit crazy.

the 2nd time i went thr, the music was sooooo good tt i cld jus get high without the effects of alcohol and dance till 5am. the crowd thr contains mostly guys (tt's wad's not so impt), but the THING is, thr r quite a number of hot guys yo!! hahaha. i hope i dont sound like some despo bitch. it's just that normally when i go club i dont really look at guys. but tt night thr were enough to lay my eyes on!

however we nd to defense ourselves a lot against e guys too, and tt place is really ve small. and the bartender is a rude slacker. i guess that's all for the drawbacks? the entry fee is $20 w 2 free drinks, comparable to e price @ dblo cos at OO it's $15 for e entry fee but no free drinks provided. no cheapo alcohol though, sian. will go down to OO 1 last time for the cheap alcohol b4 it closes down on 2 Jan!! i wana drink till gao gao!

have no regrets

deleted previous post cos i was thinking over the mistakes i made.. and i pondered abt it so often that it makes me wonder how would i face the decision again if i wld given a chance.
will i repeat the same mistake again?
will i open the door and welcome them, to prove myself wrong?
or will i just walk away from all of these and pretend to be oblivious abt it?

my ans to tt now is to prove myself wrong, give myself and others a chance, so that i will not regret like today.

i always thought that to be fair to others, i made myself known that thr's always a somebody in my mind, so that at least i'm being clear to them that i'm not gonna cheat ppl's feelings or to pretend like as if i am interested. i didnt know until today that by doing so is just too naive and rational to distinct my feelings or rather choices. i dunno how u wld define this correct or wrong, it is just how u perceive it as. to me, i regretted, so i deemed it as a mistake. god knows what will happen if i accept; mayb i'll be happier now or mayb not. at least, there's no regrets.

now tt i've wasted enough time, i need to move on................................

and i hope it's not too late to realize that

on a brighter note, my fren went to US las vegas's disneyland during hols (envy right? sigh) and i requested her to buy me Victoria's Secret body spray from thr cos it's sold cheaper. (if i'm working now i'd probably ask her to get me some Coach purses or bags back, but too bad i'm not!!) she was unsure which flavor of e body spray i want so she bought a collection of flowery VC body sprays back!!!!

loves!!!!
i totally love flowery scent :) thanks liana!!

and so i always spray on myself, with my own anna sui perfume, before i went out. it just feels so gd to begin ur day with great fragance on ur body!!! =D

on top of that, xmas exchange this year has been quite fufilling :) i'm so grateful for all the gifts (esp the ones which they spent lotsa time on) the sincerity is deeply appreciated! i hope they like my gifts too!!

early sleep, sweet dreams

jus came back from buying xmas prezzie!


i am soooooooooo freaking tired but i need to read finish a chapter of my textbook before i go to sleep. taking a small break now before i continue to read again sigh..
 
sch started off w a ve tight and busy schedules: lessons from monday to sat (like wtf! but luckily i onli had 1 sat left), quizzes and homeworks everyday.. busy is good but it jus worries me that i aint keeping up with the class. i felt like there's too much information thrown to me and i am expected to learn sooooo many stuff within such short period. and the prpblem is, i got no time to double my efforts even. GOSH.
 
i will retun to update about my clubbing night at Rebel (it was fun!) when i have e time again.
till then, toodles!

procrastinate.OVER.

i hate to think of tml.
cos classes begin tml.

so i had been dragging my time to do a list of things i ought to do but when sch reopens, but i MUST stop this procrastination and get my brain juice flowing. OH before i do tt i must sweep off the dust or moulds or wadever that grows on my brain over this period of time when it actually malfunctions.

....................... y do i feel like it's a dooms-day tml?

ARGGhhhHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

new look ;)

snipped away my long hair today!!!!
my hair used to look like this:

notice the thin hair ends. ugly! and oso my side parting heh. (omg i realized tt my frills looked like a bib -_-)

now my hair looks like this!

i started playing w my hair thn, cos v excited with new hair style la. lols

trying to act cute here =X

hair all tied back to pony tail.

yeah a different new look for me. =D

i was in a shock when i saw my reflection at the salon earlier on. sooooo not used to it! i feel as tho another girl was looking back at me but it's ME. yeah well, after sometime i feel ok but not really adapt to it yet. ann said i look younger n cuter. yes cuter. CUTE is nv in my dictionary ok. i nv try to act cute in my 22 yrs of life. cant believe i'm trying it now at age 22. wth.

endure w me la =P i know some frens out thr cannot tolerate cute-ness esp by me but it's like i myself oso cannot tahan lorh.

jus wanna play a cute-ness for a while can HAHA.

what's more to suffice the stress on me.

"Holy cow!!" when i realized that i really lost track of time, the after effect when i spent most of my holidays at home that i wasn't aware of the date and day at all.

my sch reopens on 11 Dec, and just ytd i realized that the day actually starts on this fri. panic panic panic. so many things to be done are yet to be carried out, and my mind still stays rooted for the holiday mood that i wasnt prepared to go sch @ all. i feel like a kid dreading for sch reopen!!

to make it worse, the course materials prepared for us b4 lessons begin feels like a time-setting bomb, only in this scenario it is a day-setting bomb cos as each day nears fri, the stress and anxiety builds higher n higher. i read through it and i cld feel the horror seeping through. dont wanna go into details cos the more i describe it the more worriment i get. so 2 'd's to describe this module (Research and Methodology) i'm having next: Difficult and Demanding. =X

another perturbing issue is abt financial.
but shall end this subject here cos even though i let it known, i dont wanna talk more abt it.
i have ppl ard me telling me that they're experiencing e same thing but i really couldnt see it on em.
it's even more frustrating when some of them dont understand my situation at all. zzzzzzzzzz.

lalala

a boring post here. read if u feel obliged to :X

i think i'm getting sick after e trip frm hortpark (canopy walk) ytd + the night movie + the sleepover @ my hse with angelis and ann. feeling drowsy even though i slept and my nose is like a running tap now.

my first visit with angelis n ann to the hortpark is nothing much. walked ard.. saw a few interesting things and picturesque spots. we proceeded to the canopy walk after that even though we were a bit tired alrd, and thn rest at another park (pss i forgot e name of it). took a couple of unglam + funny photos thr and we return back to hortpark again. mid-way walking back, it started to rain and all 3 of us had to take shelter under my little umbrella haha.

we went hm to rest b4 catching e movie at night. New Moon yeah. it's nt bad la, but thn a bit confusing if you yet read e book cos tt's what i experienced. ann said thy left out a lot of parts. oh btw, ann was super excited abt watching new moon lorh. she was also making a lot of sounds during e movie! like all the squeals, gasps etc. noisy! haha.

after the movie we get gg to my hse cos they're having a sleepver @ my hse!!!! whooopy!!
i made fondue for them... catch movies.. as usual we make jokes and gossip all tt.. it was fun :) a pity my rm is a bit cramp due to my queen sized bed la. shall do it again yo!!

Birthday Celebration for 老猴

a small surprise for her after our night @ dblo haha!

cldnt light up the candles cos there are fans everywhr. she's supposed to eat it too but she said she was too full so it was discarded aft tt. nvm! there's more bananas to come in her future bdaes!

our plans to sabo jiana for the celebration of her bdae were thwarted. lucky for her!!

#1 to make her drunk cos we nv see her got wasted before.

she said she laosai earlier on so we were being easy on her. but beelye got high and crazy that she kept forcing the alcohol down jiana's throat. haha. here's e evidence of her being helpless and exasperated:

haha! she was referring to beelye, telling me that the lady beside her crazy alrd.

thn she kept pointing at her head mouthing the words, "siao alrdy siao alrdy.." HAHA!

this is the drink bee lye ordered for her:

gosh. they asked me to help jiana drink finish but i drank a sip and i buay tahan alrd. so strong!!! and it doesnt taste good either. poor jiana has to drink finish. luckily i'm nt e bdae girl if not i think by the end of the night i will be unconscious!

#2 make her to play some games and forfeits

which we didnt carry out tt night too. anws she not sporty enough oso. so the rest of the night we dance and drink, drink and dance................. and kanna slaps from her! apparantly when she gt a bit drunk she becomes so violent can. she should be the one getting slaps by us lorh!!!!!! zzzzzz.

happy birthday to lao gao!!

Colorgenics Personality test

try it here: http://colorgenicstest.com/

You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.


You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.

Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.

You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.

You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.