SKINNY IS NOT PRETTY

attended poly gathering last sat @ east coast n the 1st thing my classmates told me is,

i'm getting skinnier!!!!

WTH! :( :( T_T

yea it's not like i didnt noticed tt myself. but it jus hurts me to hav somebody telling me e fact. i want my baby fats back!!!

i looked thru photos which were taken in the past, hmm ard 3 to 4 years back? and i compared the phtos taken now.. i looked so much skinnier, older, and uglier!!! GOSH!!!! u can see the evolution @ e pics below:

this was taken when i was 18 yrs old! chubby face!!

hmm this was taken when i was 19? i rmb is poly yr 2.

taken @ ann's 20th bdae.

my 21st bdae. face sharper! loss of fats on my cheeks!

when i entered CPF

now 22 yrs old. chin sharper, face skinnier and longer. UGGHHH!!!

SOBS. as if this is not bad enough, my face complexion worsens too. guess it's probably when i start applying products on my face wanting to make it better but fffffff, what i got is the opposite effect! grrrrrr.......

so yeah, i'm pretty upset about it even tho some of u here do not see the point, cos u might be thinking being skinny is a gd thing, BUT for me it is NOT.
NOT!


I WAN TO GAIN FATS!!!!!!!!!