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Accusations

looks my thoughtfulness was not appreciated, it was neglected and perceived as a foolhardy decision that causes e whole family havoc.

i thought i had been doing the right thing all along. it was against my principle to ask money from parents, and i dont like the feeling of doing so. i fed on myself if possible, unless i'm by the stress of financially exhausted, i ask for pocket money from them. i have been working for a yr before, but that doesnt mean i can support myself yet since i spent so much on some fees (educational n medical) and spending from my account feels like squeezing out on what's left there. even though i'm allowed to ask for pocket money, i nv ask for it only thn my father will hand the money to me when he rmbs it. and since i know that our family were nt v wealthy and had a lot of debts to settle, i feel so abash if i rch out my hand for money.

that leads to why i spent my 1000k to 2000k from my savings to do something important w/o informing my father, and thn now tt i told him i gt reprimanded for being unthoughtful and hot-headed.

my permission was granted frm my mother when she told me that she will not help me to pay for it since she has alrd settle for my sch fees. that i understand, and so i volunteer to fix this myself. i didnt want to bother my father and add on his burden, so i didnt tell him anything at all. little did i know that the fees to pay r more to come, that i'm resorted to ask the money from parents.

smthg to pay for health medical fees r unavoidable. as much as i dont wana pay, i still must bear the expenses.

now, am i wrong in this?!

somehow i dunno why, things that i did out of goodwill only turns out to be wrongdoings deemed by my parents, and i'm to be blamed for it.

and somehow i dont understand y some ppl r effortlessly filthy rich.



written with teardrops.

You and Me could write a Bad Romance

I'm loving this song so much!!!!!

Bad Romance - Lady GaGa

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love)

I want your loving and I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance

I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)

I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby your sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love)

Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
J'adore l'amour
I don't wanna be friends Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don't wanna be friends(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!

working tml!!! finallyyyyyyyyyyyy.


but this job jus lasts me for 3 days. admin assistant @ NUS. not the school NUS, but the Lee Kuan Yew School Of Public Policy. errrs a bit confusing la, i didnt know such school existed. anws it's located near the botanic garden. so it must be quite near to town :)

for some reasons i kept searching for part time office jobs instead of retails, sales or services. i guess it's part of my attachment for my previous company CPF haha. i really enjoyed my period working there (well, excluding some parts of office political issues), sometimes i regretted my resignation, whilst a lot of others inside there preferred my situation. ok la..... the grass is always greener on the other side. when i was working thr i cant wait to quit. but now i quitted i regretted my decision. (wth?)

anws. i had a loooot of free time now bcos i'm studying n becos i have plenty of holidays. it feels so diff frm singapore schools when they atteneded classes for a long period but had only a short break haha. that is y i need a part time job to spend my hols away!!!

n i nd to earn $$$ oso! BROKE! =(

Leonid meteor showers!

There'll be Leonid meteor showers appearing on next morning!! in chinese: 狮子座流星雨 i think. I'm a Leo! and i wanna watch meteor showers!!



heard tt the meteor showers will be visible throughout asia, indonesia and china being the best location. the best place to watch will be away from urban areas, cos the meteors will be drowned by the local lights, and the ideal time will be from 1am to dawn.. so even though chances of witnessing the metoer shower is slim in sg, i will still keep my eyes on the sky to catch any slightest glimpse of a meteor shower haha.

i never seen a meteor shower b4!!! i rmb my ex-bf told me he saw it @ pulau ubin, my sis also told me she saw it at home while she was staring blankly outside.. lucky them lorh!!!!! i oso wan!!

past events to update!

Those who saw my fb photos wld hav know where i've been to the the past month. so, i wanna hv a brief descrpition of the events here (:

Past event #1:

Cousin's wedding =D

the most impt thing about attending weddings is how dazzling u want to look. whether u r the newly weds's friends, family, colleagues, acquaintance etc, u wouldnt want to miss a bit of attention there. it also depends on how you treat this kinda matter. some ppl pick their best outfit frm their wardrobe, some ppl re-wear the same outfit from their last wedding dinner, or some would just spend on buying another best outfit.

i've nv been to a proper wedding dinner b4, so i dont have an appropriate dress in my wardrobe to wear even tho i do have nice dresses. but this doesnt make me guilty for buying a dress specially for a dinner... right? >.<>

anws missed out the fun part of a wedding earlier in the morning. i donno what's tt tradition called, u all know abt setting obstacles for the bridegroom b4 he can pass through the door to see the bride rite? yeah. when tt happened, i'm jus awake haha. i onli witness e tea ceremony, and seriously, it's a bit of messy -_- but nvm. we'll jus skip tt part.

my cousin's wedding dinner held at hyatt hotel was awesome. the food's great, and for unknown reasons my mum kept shoving e red wine to me. .... duh. also had a bit of like reunion with my family too, it's been some time we had fun tog as a family. wanted to take pics with my camera but i didnt know both of my batteries r alrd dead zzzzzz. so i took w my hp cam.

Evelyn Tan, my cousin.

the newly weds :) she's so pretty tt day!

my dearest nai nai

my closest cousin

all the cousins!

after dinner my cousins started to cam whore haha. i can only say tt our family indeed is dramatical.

look at my father.

look at my uncle. haha. he thinks he's a principal there. @_@

it's a nice evening spent (: witnessing my cousin's wedding dinner makes me think of my future too. hmm... will i get married? when will it be? mayb i will not get married at all? haha. but hey, i dont even have a boyfriend yet k. mayb in the end there isnt any good guys left for me to be with cos thr r more n more bad guys!! agree?

next i wanna post on our JB trip and my classmate's bdae!

OH YAY

EXAM OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

could not have say anymore but negligence for this blog just by the looks of it haha. yeah yeah.. i do hav stuff to write on but i'm jus too busy over my assignments and preparation for my exam and, yea, too busy slacking (which means i'm jus plain lazy lar) opps haha.

btw. i'm still having a bit of insomnia. rushing through assignments throughout the day still keeps me awake in my sleep, and it's like i only get to sleep some moment after the dawn breaks in. seriously, what happened to me?!?!! i used to sleep b4 11pm and wakes up at 10am. now, i miss my breakfast and only wakes up at 12pm to 1pm. damn.... this is so unhealthy!


but peeps, another piece of good news here. it might not be for u anws, it's for myself.
I haven't been clubbing for like a month!!! weeee *applauds to myself haha. =) any encouragements frm u guys? =P