i hate to think of tml.
cos classes begin tml.
so i had been dragging my time to do a list of things i ought to do but when sch reopens, but i MUST stop this procrastination and get my brain juice flowing. OH before i do tt i must sweep off the dust or moulds or wadever that grows on my brain over this period of time when it actually malfunctions.
....................... y do i feel like it's a dooms-day tml?
ARGGhhhHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
new look ;)
snipped away my long hair today!!!!
my hair used to look like this:
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yeah a different new look for me. =D
i was in a shock when i saw my reflection at the salon earlier on. sooooo not used to it! i feel as tho another girl was looking back at me but it's ME. yeah well, after sometime i feel ok but not really adapt to it yet. ann said i look younger n cuter. yes cuter. CUTE is nv in my dictionary ok. i nv try to act cute in my 22 yrs of life. cant believe i'm trying it now at age 22. wth.
endure w me la =P i know some frens out thr cannot tolerate cute-ness esp by me but it's like i myself oso cannot tahan lorh.
jus wanna play a cute-ness for a while can HAHA.
my hair used to look like this:
notice the thin hair ends. ugly! and oso my side parting heh. (omg i realized tt my frills looked like a bib -_-)
now my hair looks like this!
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i started playing w my hair thn, cos v excited with new hair style la. lols
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trying to act cute here =X
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hair all tied back to pony tail.
i was in a shock when i saw my reflection at the salon earlier on. sooooo not used to it! i feel as tho another girl was looking back at me but it's ME. yeah well, after sometime i feel ok but not really adapt to it yet. ann said i look younger n cuter. yes cuter. CUTE is nv in my dictionary ok. i nv try to act cute in my 22 yrs of life. cant believe i'm trying it now at age 22. wth.
endure w me la =P i know some frens out thr cannot tolerate cute-ness esp by me but it's like i myself oso cannot tahan lorh.
jus wanna play a cute-ness for a while can HAHA.
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
what's more to suffice the stress on me.
"Holy cow!!" when i realized that i really lost track of time, the after effect when i spent most of my holidays at home that i wasn't aware of the date and day at all.
my sch reopens on 11 Dec, and just ytd i realized that the day actually starts on this fri. panic panic panic. so many things to be done are yet to be carried out, and my mind still stays rooted for the holiday mood that i wasnt prepared to go sch @ all. i feel like a kid dreading for sch reopen!!
to make it worse, the course materials prepared for us b4 lessons begin feels like a time-setting bomb, only in this scenario it is a day-setting bomb cos as each day nears fri, the stress and anxiety builds higher n higher. i read through it and i cld feel the horror seeping through. dont wanna go into details cos the more i describe it the more worriment i get. so 2 'd's to describe this module (Research and Methodology) i'm having next: Difficult and Demanding. =X
another perturbing issue is abt financial.
but shall end this subject here cos even though i let it known, i dont wanna talk more abt it.
i have ppl ard me telling me that they're experiencing e same thing but i really couldnt see it on em.
it's even more frustrating when some of them dont understand my situation at all. zzzzzzzzzz.
my sch reopens on 11 Dec, and just ytd i realized that the day actually starts on this fri. panic panic panic. so many things to be done are yet to be carried out, and my mind still stays rooted for the holiday mood that i wasnt prepared to go sch @ all. i feel like a kid dreading for sch reopen!!
to make it worse, the course materials prepared for us b4 lessons begin feels like a time-setting bomb, only in this scenario it is a day-setting bomb cos as each day nears fri, the stress and anxiety builds higher n higher. i read through it and i cld feel the horror seeping through. dont wanna go into details cos the more i describe it the more worriment i get. so 2 'd's to describe this module (Research and Methodology) i'm having next: Difficult and Demanding. =X
another perturbing issue is abt financial.
but shall end this subject here cos even though i let it known, i dont wanna talk more abt it.
i have ppl ard me telling me that they're experiencing e same thing but i really couldnt see it on em.
it's even more frustrating when some of them dont understand my situation at all. zzzzzzzzzz.
Sunday, December 06, 2009
lalala
a boring post here. read if u feel obliged to :X
i think i'm getting sick after e trip frm hortpark (canopy walk) ytd + the night movie + the sleepover @ my hse with angelis and ann. feeling drowsy even though i slept and my nose is like a running tap now.
my first visit with angelis n ann to the hortpark is nothing much. walked ard.. saw a few interesting things and picturesque spots. we proceeded to the canopy walk after that even though we were a bit tired alrd, and thn rest at another park (pss i forgot e name of it). took a couple of unglam + funny photos thr and we return back to hortpark again. mid-way walking back, it started to rain and all 3 of us had to take shelter under my little umbrella haha.
we went hm to rest b4 catching e movie at night. New Moon yeah. it's nt bad la, but thn a bit confusing if you yet read e book cos tt's what i experienced. ann said thy left out a lot of parts. oh btw, ann was super excited abt watching new moon lorh. she was also making a lot of sounds during e movie! like all the squeals, gasps etc. noisy! haha.
after the movie we get gg to my hse cos they're having a sleepver @ my hse!!!! whooopy!!
i made fondue for them... catch movies.. as usual we make jokes and gossip all tt.. it was fun :) a pity my rm is a bit cramp due to my queen sized bed la. shall do it again yo!!
i think i'm getting sick after e trip frm hortpark (canopy walk) ytd + the night movie + the sleepover @ my hse with angelis and ann. feeling drowsy even though i slept and my nose is like a running tap now.
my first visit with angelis n ann to the hortpark is nothing much. walked ard.. saw a few interesting things and picturesque spots. we proceeded to the canopy walk after that even though we were a bit tired alrd, and thn rest at another park (pss i forgot e name of it). took a couple of unglam + funny photos thr and we return back to hortpark again. mid-way walking back, it started to rain and all 3 of us had to take shelter under my little umbrella haha.
we went hm to rest b4 catching e movie at night. New Moon yeah. it's nt bad la, but thn a bit confusing if you yet read e book cos tt's what i experienced. ann said thy left out a lot of parts. oh btw, ann was super excited abt watching new moon lorh. she was also making a lot of sounds during e movie! like all the squeals, gasps etc. noisy! haha.
after the movie we get gg to my hse cos they're having a sleepver @ my hse!!!! whooopy!!
i made fondue for them... catch movies.. as usual we make jokes and gossip all tt.. it was fun :) a pity my rm is a bit cramp due to my queen sized bed la. shall do it again yo!!
Friday, December 04, 2009
Birthday Celebration for 老猴
a small surprise for her after our night @ dblo haha!
cldnt light up the candles cos there are fans everywhr. she's supposed to eat it too but she said she was too full so it was discarded aft tt. nvm! there's more bananas to come in her future bdaes!
our plans to sabo jiana for the celebration of her bdae were thwarted. lucky for her!!
#1 to make her drunk cos we nv see her got wasted before.
she said she laosai earlier on so we were being easy on her. but beelye got high and crazy that she kept forcing the alcohol down jiana's throat. haha. here's e evidence of her being helpless and exasperated:
haha! she was referring to beelye, telling me that the lady beside her crazy alrd.
thn she kept pointing at her head mouthing the words, "siao alrdy siao alrdy.." HAHA!
this is the drink bee lye ordered for her:
gosh. they asked me to help jiana drink finish but i drank a sip and i buay tahan alrd. so strong!!! and it doesnt taste good either. poor jiana has to drink finish. luckily i'm nt e bdae girl if not i think by the end of the night i will be unconscious!
#2 make her to play some games and forfeits
which we didnt carry out tt night too. anws she not sporty enough oso. so the rest of the night we dance and drink, drink and dance................. and kanna slaps from her! apparantly when she gt a bit drunk she becomes so violent can. she should be the one getting slaps by us lorh!!!!!! zzzzzz.
happy birthday to lao gao!!
Colorgenics Personality test
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You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.
Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.
You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
You are finding the present situation extremely demanding and you're having difficulty coping with it. A great deal of strain is involved and you would really like everyone and everything to leave you alone for a while, just so that you can put everything into perspective.
Your involvements seldom measure up to your high emotional expectations and your 'needs' to be 'loved' and 'cared for' have in the past often led to extreme disappointment. But a change is in the wind - make a firm decision to start anew. Just 'think' it..and it will happen.
You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
Thursday, December 03, 2009
海派甜心
I'm watching this show now!!!
seriously, u guys shld watch this. frigging hilirious!!!!! 1st time i watched taiwanese drama i can laugh non-stop lorh. xiao zhu's image in the show is super geek but at the same time uber idiotic and funny.
haha. super idiotic!
for those who still dunno abt this website, u can watch it at http://www.funshion.com/. they have all the latest dramas, movies and stuff. u nd to download the software for free to watch them but other than that, it's really hassle-free and easy to use. the download progress is pretty fast too! :)
seriously, u guys shld watch this. frigging hilirious!!!!! 1st time i watched taiwanese drama i can laugh non-stop lorh. xiao zhu's image in the show is super geek but at the same time uber idiotic and funny.
for those who still dunno abt this website, u can watch it at http://www.funshion.com/. they have all the latest dramas, movies and stuff. u nd to download the software for free to watch them but other than that, it's really hassle-free and easy to use. the download progress is pretty fast too! :)
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
a reunion w colleagues
i'm writing this while waiting for yiting.. zzzzz. i'm supposed to go her hse after she bathe. but she's taking a loooooong time!
had our bbq session held @ my fren's fren condo beside parkway parade. the experience as compared to bbq @ east coast is much more comfy haha!
anws, didnt expect tt it'll be fun during e bbq on sat with my ex-colleagues :) i thought i will be a bit left out, after all, it's been quite sometime since i last gather with em together and i missed a lot of inside jokes and the latest gossips in office. but surprsingly, they didnt chat abt the "office" topic much (cos usually they wld) and fortunately my frequency is capable enough to keep up with their craps. hehe.
the bbq food, which one of them prepared herself, is awesome! =D kind of admire her capability to prepare most of the food herself: satays, chicken wings, stingrays, prawns etc. cos i'm usually too lazy to do that haha. thumbs up! oh btw, this bbq tastes much better than my poly gathering bbq @ east coast. and even cheaper lorhs. wth.
had our bbq session held @ my fren's fren condo beside parkway parade. the experience as compared to bbq @ east coast is much more comfy haha!
anws, didnt expect tt it'll be fun during e bbq on sat with my ex-colleagues :) i thought i will be a bit left out, after all, it's been quite sometime since i last gather with em together and i missed a lot of inside jokes and the latest gossips in office. but surprsingly, they didnt chat abt the "office" topic much (cos usually they wld) and fortunately my frequency is capable enough to keep up with their craps. hehe.
the bbq food, which one of them prepared herself, is awesome! =D kind of admire her capability to prepare most of the food herself: satays, chicken wings, stingrays, prawns etc. cos i'm usually too lazy to do that haha. thumbs up! oh btw, this bbq tastes much better than my poly gathering bbq @ east coast. and even cheaper lorhs. wth.
i'm searching for more photos on food but i can only find prawn. we seasoned it with sambal chilli, chilli padi.. er.. wadever chilli sauce we have we mixed it together and marinate it la. the results as u can imgained is SPICY!!! but it taste good!! yum. then alex tried to marinate it with martell and the chillis haha. i didnt eat it cos they said it's ve ve spicy, but it seems like martell is wasted cos they cldnt taste any alcohol @ all.
kelvin brought along his martell (heard tt it's preciously kept for i think 2 decades?) so good of him to share it with us haha. thn drank a lil while we were eating our bbq. so before we get e ball rolling for the drinking game, a group of us sepearates frm the rest to walk ard the condo cos we were too full. as usual, the camwhore begins.
me, lena, joreen, kelvin, meizhen
the pool!!!!!!!!! i wished i had my swimming costume with me!!
alex, meizhen's bf and her.
alrite, here comes the funny part. i invited kelvin along to do the jumping shots w me thn he said i siao.
LOOK WHO'S CRAZIER LARH!!!! lol.
after the drinking game we went to kelvin's hse for more games lol. but i was at my limit alrd, so i just drank a little. before we went hm we browse through kelvin's childhood photos, and we were laughing at his ah boy looks: centre parting, thn white white skinny skinny, and most importantly the boy in the albums looks totally different from how he looks now. he was so much handsome when he was a boy larh. haha! ok la... kidding =P
right now, i feel like eating bbq again leh. i wanna more chilli prawns!!!
my frens went for dim sum buffet on monday.
and i miss it........ :(
i posted my status as "craving for alcohol now" in fb. but i didnt drink any la.
if drinking alcohol cld instantly treats my depressed mode now, it's only for a while. the next morning i wake up i'll feel worse. sigh.
gotta face it anyway..
my world now is all messed up.
Damn Shit.
and i miss it........ :(
i posted my status as "craving for alcohol now" in fb. but i didnt drink any la.
if drinking alcohol cld instantly treats my depressed mode now, it's only for a while. the next morning i wake up i'll feel worse. sigh.
gotta face it anyway..
my world now is all messed up.
Damn Shit.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
job search in vain zzzz.
had a small chat with my father just now to clear the misunderstandings. like what ting said, it's better to talk when both parties had cool down.
i realised my mistake later too, after thinking abt it e whole day.
now the most important thing to do is to find myself a part time job, which i had been doing so for days.
seriously, i dont understand. what issit so fussy abt a part time job that they nd to filter me out?!?! it's just a part time job ma, and i have working experience!!! so many days after a resume been sent to so many companies and i still didnt get a reply back. this is so much harder than finding a full time job lorh... at least i got asked for interviews back thn.
or issit jus my luck?
.......................... i wont give up finding jobs. humph!
i realised my mistake later too, after thinking abt it e whole day.
now the most important thing to do is to find myself a part time job, which i had been doing so for days.
seriously, i dont understand. what issit so fussy abt a part time job that they nd to filter me out?!?! it's just a part time job ma, and i have working experience!!! so many days after a resume been sent to so many companies and i still didnt get a reply back. this is so much harder than finding a full time job lorh... at least i got asked for interviews back thn.
or issit jus my luck?
.......................... i wont give up finding jobs. humph!
Monday, November 30, 2009
Blog Under Construction
New blogskin,
still under construction.
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still under construction.
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Thanks! <3
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Accusations
looks my thoughtfulness was not appreciated, it was neglected and perceived as a foolhardy decision that causes e whole family havoc.
i thought i had been doing the right thing all along. it was against my principle to ask money from parents, and i dont like the feeling of doing so. i fed on myself if possible, unless i'm by the stress of financially exhausted, i ask for pocket money from them. i have been working for a yr before, but that doesnt mean i can support myself yet since i spent so much on some fees (educational n medical) and spending from my account feels like squeezing out on what's left there. even though i'm allowed to ask for pocket money, i nv ask for it only thn my father will hand the money to me when he rmbs it. and since i know that our family were nt v wealthy and had a lot of debts to settle, i feel so abash if i rch out my hand for money.
that leads to why i spent my 1000k to 2000k from my savings to do something important w/o informing my father, and thn now tt i told him i gt reprimanded for being unthoughtful and hot-headed.
my permission was granted frm my mother when she told me that she will not help me to pay for it since she has alrd settle for my sch fees. that i understand, and so i volunteer to fix this myself. i didnt want to bother my father and add on his burden, so i didnt tell him anything at all. little did i know that the fees to pay r more to come, that i'm resorted to ask the money from parents.
smthg to pay for health medical fees r unavoidable. as much as i dont wana pay, i still must bear the expenses.
now, am i wrong in this?!
somehow i dunno why, things that i did out of goodwill only turns out to be wrongdoings deemed by my parents, and i'm to be blamed for it.
and somehow i dont understand y some ppl r effortlessly filthy rich.
written with teardrops.
i thought i had been doing the right thing all along. it was against my principle to ask money from parents, and i dont like the feeling of doing so. i fed on myself if possible, unless i'm by the stress of financially exhausted, i ask for pocket money from them. i have been working for a yr before, but that doesnt mean i can support myself yet since i spent so much on some fees (educational n medical) and spending from my account feels like squeezing out on what's left there. even though i'm allowed to ask for pocket money, i nv ask for it only thn my father will hand the money to me when he rmbs it. and since i know that our family were nt v wealthy and had a lot of debts to settle, i feel so abash if i rch out my hand for money.
that leads to why i spent my 1000k to 2000k from my savings to do something important w/o informing my father, and thn now tt i told him i gt reprimanded for being unthoughtful and hot-headed.
my permission was granted frm my mother when she told me that she will not help me to pay for it since she has alrd settle for my sch fees. that i understand, and so i volunteer to fix this myself. i didnt want to bother my father and add on his burden, so i didnt tell him anything at all. little did i know that the fees to pay r more to come, that i'm resorted to ask the money from parents.
smthg to pay for health medical fees r unavoidable. as much as i dont wana pay, i still must bear the expenses.
now, am i wrong in this?!
somehow i dunno why, things that i did out of goodwill only turns out to be wrongdoings deemed by my parents, and i'm to be blamed for it.
and somehow i dont understand y some ppl r effortlessly filthy rich.
written with teardrops.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
You and Me could write a Bad Romance
I'm loving this song so much!!!!!
Bad Romance - Lady GaGa
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love)
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love)
I want your loving and I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby your sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love)
Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
J'adore l'amour
I don't wanna be friends Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don't wanna be friends(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!
Bad Romance - Lady GaGa
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh!
Caught in a bad romance
Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-roma-mamaa!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance
I want your ugly
I want your disease
I want your everything
As long as it's free
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love)
I want your drama
The touch of your hand
I want your leather-studded kiss in the sand
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love)
I want your loving and I want your revenge
You and me could write a bad romance(Oh-oh-oh--oh-oooh! )
I want your love and
All your lovers' revenge
You and me could write a bad romance
I want your horror
I want your design
'Cause you're a criminal
As long as your mine
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love-uuhh)
I want your psycho
Your vertigo stick
Want you in my rear window
Baby your sick
I want your love
Love-love-love
I want your love(Love-love-love I want your love)
Je veux ton amour
Et je veux ta revanche
J'adore l'amour
I don't wanna be friends Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
I don't wanna be friends(Caught in a bad romance)
I don't wanna be friends Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh!
Want your bad romance(Caught in a bad romance)
Want your bad romance!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
working tml!!! finallyyyyyyyyyyyy.
but this job jus lasts me for 3 days. admin assistant @ NUS. not the school NUS, but the Lee Kuan Yew School Of Public Policy. errrs a bit confusing la, i didnt know such school existed. anws it's located near the botanic garden. so it must be quite near to town :)
for some reasons i kept searching for part time office jobs instead of retails, sales or services. i guess it's part of my attachment for my previous company CPF haha. i really enjoyed my period working there (well, excluding some parts of office political issues), sometimes i regretted my resignation, whilst a lot of others inside there preferred my situation. ok la..... the grass is always greener on the other side. when i was working thr i cant wait to quit. but now i quitted i regretted my decision. (wth?)
anws. i had a loooot of free time now bcos i'm studying n becos i have plenty of holidays. it feels so diff frm singapore schools when they atteneded classes for a long period but had only a short break haha. that is y i need a part time job to spend my hols away!!!
n i nd to earn $$$ oso! BROKE! =(
but this job jus lasts me for 3 days. admin assistant @ NUS. not the school NUS, but the Lee Kuan Yew School Of Public Policy. errrs a bit confusing la, i didnt know such school existed. anws it's located near the botanic garden. so it must be quite near to town :)
for some reasons i kept searching for part time office jobs instead of retails, sales or services. i guess it's part of my attachment for my previous company CPF haha. i really enjoyed my period working there (well, excluding some parts of office political issues), sometimes i regretted my resignation, whilst a lot of others inside there preferred my situation. ok la..... the grass is always greener on the other side. when i was working thr i cant wait to quit. but now i quitted i regretted my decision. (wth?)
anws. i had a loooot of free time now bcos i'm studying n becos i have plenty of holidays. it feels so diff frm singapore schools when they atteneded classes for a long period but had only a short break haha. that is y i need a part time job to spend my hols away!!!
n i nd to earn $$$ oso! BROKE! =(
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Leonid meteor showers!
There'll be Leonid meteor showers appearing on next morning!! in chinese: 狮子座流星雨 i think. I'm a Leo! and i wanna watch meteor showers!!
heard tt the meteor showers will be visible throughout asia, indonesia and china being the best location. the best place to watch will be away from urban areas, cos the meteors will be drowned by the local lights, and the ideal time will be from 1am to dawn.. so even though chances of witnessing the metoer shower is slim in sg, i will still keep my eyes on the sky to catch any slightest glimpse of a meteor shower haha.
i never seen a meteor shower b4!!! i rmb my ex-bf told me he saw it @ pulau ubin, my sis also told me she saw it at home while she was staring blankly outside.. lucky them lorh!!!!! i oso wan!!
heard tt the meteor showers will be visible throughout asia, indonesia and china being the best location. the best place to watch will be away from urban areas, cos the meteors will be drowned by the local lights, and the ideal time will be from 1am to dawn.. so even though chances of witnessing the metoer shower is slim in sg, i will still keep my eyes on the sky to catch any slightest glimpse of a meteor shower haha.
i never seen a meteor shower b4!!! i rmb my ex-bf told me he saw it @ pulau ubin, my sis also told me she saw it at home while she was staring blankly outside.. lucky them lorh!!!!! i oso wan!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
past events to update!
Those who saw my fb photos wld hav know where i've been to the the past month. so, i wanna hv a brief descrpition of the events here (:
Past event #1:
Cousin's wedding =D
the most impt thing about attending weddings is how dazzling u want to look. whether u r the newly weds's friends, family, colleagues, acquaintance etc, u wouldnt want to miss a bit of attention there. it also depends on how you treat this kinda matter. some ppl pick their best outfit frm their wardrobe, some ppl re-wear the same outfit from their last wedding dinner, or some would just spend on buying another best outfit.
i've nv been to a proper wedding dinner b4, so i dont have an appropriate dress in my wardrobe to wear even tho i do have nice dresses. but this doesnt make me guilty for buying a dress specially for a dinner... right? >.<>
my cousin's wedding dinner held at hyatt hotel was awesome. the food's great, and for unknown reasons my mum kept shoving e red wine to me. .... duh. also had a bit of like reunion with my family too, it's been some time we had fun tog as a family. wanted to take pics with my camera but i didnt know both of my batteries r alrd dead zzzzzz. so i took w my hp cam.
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my closest cousin
anws missed out the fun part of a wedding earlier in the morning. i donno what's tt tradition called, u all know abt setting obstacles for the bridegroom b4 he can pass through the door to see the bride rite? yeah. when tt happened, i'm jus awake haha. i onli witness e tea ceremony, and seriously, it's a bit of messy -_- but nvm. we'll jus skip tt part.
my cousin's wedding dinner held at hyatt hotel was awesome. the food's great, and for unknown reasons my mum kept shoving e red wine to me. .... duh. also had a bit of like reunion with my family too, it's been some time we had fun tog as a family. wanted to take pics with my camera but i didnt know both of my batteries r alrd dead zzzzzz. so i took w my hp cam.
Evelyn Tan, my cousin.
the newly weds :) she's so pretty tt day!
my dearest nai nai
my closest cousin all the cousins!
after dinner my cousins started to cam whore haha. i can only say tt our family indeed is dramatical.
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look at my father.
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look at my uncle. haha. he thinks he's a principal there. @_@
it's a nice evening spent (: witnessing my cousin's wedding dinner makes me think of my future too. hmm... will i get married? when will it be? mayb i will not get married at all? haha. but hey, i dont even have a boyfriend yet k. mayb in the end there isnt any good guys left for me to be with cos thr r more n more bad guys!! agree?
next i wanna post on our JB trip and my classmate's bdae!
OH YAY
EXAM OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
could not have say anymore but negligence for this blog just by the looks of it haha. yeah yeah.. i do hav stuff to write on but i'm jus too busy over my assignments and preparation for my exam and, yea, too busy slacking (which means i'm jus plain lazy lar) opps haha.
btw. i'm still having a bit of insomnia. rushing through assignments throughout the day still keeps me awake in my sleep, and it's like i only get to sleep some moment after the dawn breaks in. seriously, what happened to me?!?!! i used to sleep b4 11pm and wakes up at 10am. now, i miss my breakfast and only wakes up at 12pm to 1pm. damn.... this is so unhealthy!
but peeps, another piece of good news here. it might not be for u anws, it's for myself.
I haven't been clubbing for like a month!!! weeee *applauds to myself haha. =) any encouragements frm u guys? =P
EXAM OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
could not have say anymore but negligence for this blog just by the looks of it haha. yeah yeah.. i do hav stuff to write on but i'm jus too busy over my assignments and preparation for my exam and, yea, too busy slacking (which means i'm jus plain lazy lar) opps haha.
btw. i'm still having a bit of insomnia. rushing through assignments throughout the day still keeps me awake in my sleep, and it's like i only get to sleep some moment after the dawn breaks in. seriously, what happened to me?!?!! i used to sleep b4 11pm and wakes up at 10am. now, i miss my breakfast and only wakes up at 12pm to 1pm. damn.... this is so unhealthy!
but peeps, another piece of good news here. it might not be for u anws, it's for myself.
I haven't been clubbing for like a month!!! weeee *applauds to myself haha. =) any encouragements frm u guys? =P
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Insomnia?
Not that serious la.
but i hav been sleeping later and later recently.. ever since sch started.
it's like i feel exhausted alrd but i cant get myself to sleep even tho i have been lying on the bed for hours. guess there r too much activities going on in my brain system that doesnt want to take a break.
like now, after writing the previous post, i feel emo again and it sorta ignite the sparks to start the brain engine running, sending me lotsa emotions from the lost images, but still captured in my memory. altogether it's the misses, tt stop me from getting to bed early.
stupid emotions, i want to forget!!!!!!!
as tho it's in the routine, i feel tt it's time to force myself to lie on the bed and struggle to fight against emotions so that i could get my beauty slp......
i hope i cld fall asleep almost immediately this time..
but i hav been sleeping later and later recently.. ever since sch started.
it's like i feel exhausted alrd but i cant get myself to sleep even tho i have been lying on the bed for hours. guess there r too much activities going on in my brain system that doesnt want to take a break.
like now, after writing the previous post, i feel emo again and it sorta ignite the sparks to start the brain engine running, sending me lotsa emotions from the lost images, but still captured in my memory. altogether it's the misses, tt stop me from getting to bed early.
stupid emotions, i want to forget!!!!!!!
as tho it's in the routine, i feel tt it's time to force myself to lie on the bed and struggle to fight against emotions so that i could get my beauty slp......
i hope i cld fall asleep almost immediately this time..
cant get u off my head
I miss u so..
I wanna see u, but on the other hand I'm so afraid to meet u.
I played the scenes so often in my head; I should have stop doing so but I just cant control myself.
I kept thinking of u,
but i bet u must be living ur life w/o my image haunting ur soul.....
.......... which i should have done so. ):
I wanna see u, but on the other hand I'm so afraid to meet u.
I played the scenes so often in my head; I should have stop doing so but I just cant control myself.
I kept thinking of u,
but i bet u must be living ur life w/o my image haunting ur soul.....
.......... which i should have done so. ):
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
SKINNY IS NOT PRETTY
attended poly gathering last sat @ east coast n the 1st thing my classmates told me is,
i'm getting skinnier!!!!
WTH! :( :( T_T
yea it's not like i didnt noticed tt myself. but it jus hurts me to hav somebody telling me e fact. i want my baby fats back!!!
i looked thru photos which were taken in the past, hmm ard 3 to 4 years back? and i compared the phtos taken now.. i looked so much skinnier, older, and uglier!!! GOSH!!!! u can see the evolution @ e pics below:
this was taken when i was 18 yrs old! chubby face!!
hmm this was taken when i was 19? i rmb is poly yr 2.
taken @ ann's 20th bdae.
my 21st bdae. face sharper! loss of fats on my cheeks!
when i entered CPF
now 22 yrs old. chin sharper, face skinnier and longer. UGGHHH!!!
SOBS. as if this is not bad enough, my face complexion worsens too. guess it's probably when i start applying products on my face wanting to make it better but fffffff, what i got is the opposite effect! grrrrrr.......
so yeah, i'm pretty upset about it even tho some of u here do not see the point, cos u might be thinking being skinny is a gd thing, BUT for me it is NOT.NOT!
I WAN TO GAIN FATS!!!!!!!!!
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