everytime i think back, it's like a dream come true.
a sweet dream that slips in when u fall unconsciously into a nap, and when you woke up, you realized that it follows you for an agonizing period of time.
or i could describe it like a dream u woke up from too abruptly, leaving a mysterious trail of ending.
however, there is no dream i cld escaped from; it is the reality. i'm in this vicious cycle, and i have been in a while that i gotta stop this myself. everytime i stepped in i feel so silly and dumb, but i was happy back then, however my happiness always dont last. i wondered y so often, y issit tt i always got into this shit and how many times am i capable to get myself out again. y issit tt this kinda thing always happened to me, y this y that. i jus dont understand.
i'm so tired from thinking and understanding.
i jus dont wanna care anymore.......................................
but the fists wldnt release.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
rude encounter
I have so much to update on, but i wanna post this 1st cos this is the shortest one to blog on.
ting and i went shopping at far east and we drop by one korean shop @ 4th storey (or 3rd, i forgot). looks kind of inviting and attractive at the front of the shop, not to mention expensive. refer to the pic below:
ting and i went shopping at far east and we drop by one korean shop @ 4th storey (or 3rd, i forgot). looks kind of inviting and attractive at the front of the shop, not to mention expensive. refer to the pic below:
we were looking ard and saw a row of pretty hairbands displayed on a small table. hmm so tempting to try on to see how it looks on our faces so we pick em up and put it on our heads. then this lady boss barks at us across the shop, "EH NO TRYING OF HAIRBANDS HOR!"
i turn ard and look innocently at her and say, "OH. no trying ah?" thn ting and i turn our heels and i said "WTH" loudly enough for her to hear. damn bitch. as we walked our way out ting was saying if we cannot try, then how do we know whether it looks nice on us a not??? stupid lady! so what if they costs $30++ each?!! if she dont wan ppl to try, she shld be clever enough to at least put up a sign "PLS DO NOT TRY ON" in front of the displayed hair bands right?! so old alr still no manners!!
in the end i learnt tt i'm not e onli one who experienced this attitude from her. cos turns out tt one of my fren ever got barked at when she visited this shop. if she continues her lousy service attitude thn god knows how long can she survive thr. or mayb she jus depends her sales on ppl who looks rich enough to afford the stuff thr.
in conclusion, the message tt i wanna bring across is: dont ever patronise this shop or even step a foot in. ur mood might jus get affected aft visiting this shop.
however, those who knew me well enough wld know tt my real intention is well, to tarnish the reputation and prevent more ppl from helping to increase e sales...
lol
Monday, September 21, 2009
Thousand Miles ♥
Making our way downtown~ =P
it's fridayyyyy
and beng and i fetched angelis at e mrt stn near her workplace bcos she was late. AGAIN. but kind of understand her situation at work; poor her got called back to office even tho she applied leave -_-
btw. we made wonderful plans on fri nite :D
lis cld drive us to east coast for seafood dinner, and thn drives us to where ever we wanna go!! it's soooo COOL, this is my 1st time out in my fren's car the whole night! and we can access to places where we seldom cld go.. AWESOME!!!!
dropped by at angelis's hse to pick up her car.. and thn off we go! lis was apparently nervous cos it's her 1st time driving her frens out tt far, but otherwise the rest of us were in glee. she made a few driving blunders but it was ok la, at least ah beng was there to guide her along heh.
rched east coast and i recommend them a seafood stall there, the food is CHEAP n DELICIOUS. beng took a pic of e stall so if u happened to recognise it, do try their seafood. thumbs up!!!
aft our scrumptious dinner we strolled along e east coast beach for a while to hav our food digested cos we were all so full!! cam whore thr as usual and we went back to e car for our next destination:
Changi Village
i've heard about the transexuals there for a loooooong time but nv been thr to witness them. now it's e chance!!!! haha. we were so anticipated laa!
BUT BUT. 1st i wanna divulge angelis's anecdote! for some of you who know, the transexuals r stationed ard a small car park inside, which is just beside a bus interchange. so it's like there're 2 lanes turning into e car park and bus interchange from the main road. wad i wanna say is, kuku angelis turned into the 1st lane which heads into the bus interchange la!!!! FREAKING FUNNY CAN! and there was one bus following our car behind! i bet the bus drivers must be laughing up their sleeves! haha. i laughed till my cheeks hurts!
anws. our car had to made ard 3 rounds ard the car park so tt we can see em clearer. GOSH. THEY'RE SO PRETTY AND THEIR BODIES R SO GORGEOUS!!!! like i was so awed cos some of em looked like genuine women. and they were all dressed ve skimpily. wa lau. so tempted to be like them (as in, plastic surgery) haha.
a moment ltr, more transexuals showed up and our car happened to pass by one of em, whose boobs r humongous, with what she's wearing a dress where only two piece of cloth covering e nipple part. jus as our car passed by, the breeze parted the cloth and his/her skin, revealing his/her nipple!! well, angelis saw tt haha. but beng and pei wen, who were sitting @ e back of e car, were complaining (esp beng) cos they totally missed tt part. sorry~ LOL
we headed down to airport thn cos we wanted to catch e airplane. WAH. sounds like we're really gonna board the plane but no la, jus wanna enjoy the view and watch the planes depart.. but too bad la. the viewing mall was closed @ e moment. so we toured ard terminal 3... the space thr is damn vast and it's interior design is so grand n pretty!!
it's fridayyyyy
and beng and i fetched angelis at e mrt stn near her workplace bcos she was late. AGAIN. but kind of understand her situation at work; poor her got called back to office even tho she applied leave -_-
btw. we made wonderful plans on fri nite :D
lis cld drive us to east coast for seafood dinner, and thn drives us to where ever we wanna go!! it's soooo COOL, this is my 1st time out in my fren's car the whole night! and we can access to places where we seldom cld go.. AWESOME!!!!
dropped by at angelis's hse to pick up her car.. and thn off we go! lis was apparently nervous cos it's her 1st time driving her frens out tt far, but otherwise the rest of us were in glee. she made a few driving blunders but it was ok la, at least ah beng was there to guide her along heh.
rched east coast and i recommend them a seafood stall there, the food is CHEAP n DELICIOUS. beng took a pic of e stall so if u happened to recognise it, do try their seafood. thumbs up!!!
aft our scrumptious dinner we strolled along e east coast beach for a while to hav our food digested cos we were all so full!! cam whore thr as usual and we went back to e car for our next destination:
Changi Village
i've heard about the transexuals there for a loooooong time but nv been thr to witness them. now it's e chance!!!! haha. we were so anticipated laa!
BUT BUT. 1st i wanna divulge angelis's anecdote! for some of you who know, the transexuals r stationed ard a small car park inside, which is just beside a bus interchange. so it's like there're 2 lanes turning into e car park and bus interchange from the main road. wad i wanna say is, kuku angelis turned into the 1st lane which heads into the bus interchange la!!!! FREAKING FUNNY CAN! and there was one bus following our car behind! i bet the bus drivers must be laughing up their sleeves! haha. i laughed till my cheeks hurts!
anws. our car had to made ard 3 rounds ard the car park so tt we can see em clearer. GOSH. THEY'RE SO PRETTY AND THEIR BODIES R SO GORGEOUS!!!! like i was so awed cos some of em looked like genuine women. and they were all dressed ve skimpily. wa lau. so tempted to be like them (as in, plastic surgery) haha.
a moment ltr, more transexuals showed up and our car happened to pass by one of em, whose boobs r humongous, with what she's wearing a dress where only two piece of cloth covering e nipple part. jus as our car passed by, the breeze parted the cloth and his/her skin, revealing his/her nipple!! well, angelis saw tt haha. but beng and pei wen, who were sitting @ e back of e car, were complaining (esp beng) cos they totally missed tt part. sorry~ LOL
we headed down to airport thn cos we wanted to catch e airplane. WAH. sounds like we're really gonna board the plane but no la, jus wanna enjoy the view and watch the planes depart.. but too bad la. the viewing mall was closed @ e moment. so we toured ard terminal 3... the space thr is damn vast and it's interior design is so grand n pretty!!
yeah played a bit thr. thn we got tired and headed hm.. which ard 3am alr! btw, when angelis drived me home she nearly turn into e bus interchange at clementi again. LOL LOL LOL. she jus likes to visit the bus interchange uncles so much.
Friday, September 11, 2009
*Endless Parties*
MY FIRST TIME TO BUTTER FACTORY!!!
meet my classmates at raffles and we headed down to butter fac. was a bit excited laa, cos heard tt it's fun! but when we rch there, which is ard 940pm, i saw the queue and i nearly fainted zzzzz...
SO MANY PPL CAN! the queue was damn loooooong! the queue's like those mini concert, and then u'll see the fans queueing up in a long string.. that's how long it is. moreover it's ladies night so we waited for our turn to go in for like... 2 hrs?? almost there la. a bit mood dampening, cos we're like sweating and feeling sticky all over even before we go in and we had to stand there for hrs. no wonder i heard from em tt u hav to be early. hell.....
but this is the price to pay for... cos it's fun fun FUN!!!
it's onli like near to 12am but the music was alr good. the whole nite they were playing the rnb music and you can realli sweat it out there, dance like u nv dance b4! still, nv to hit on the danceflr cos it's freaking packed. like, body to body can. and the queue for drinks are oso freaking loooong. OMG. one thing i noticed abt butter fac is tt the queues there are always LONG. *faint
photos:
all the gals!
peeps!
something v.v.v. funny happened in btw. one indian guy suddenly join our grp and the guys were like protecting us frm him. then, the next thing we know, 2 of my guy frens started dancing w him and grinding him la!!!!! GROSS! haha! super funny can, i laughed until my cheeks hurts.
ANWS.
lotsa parties gg on this wk. faints.. jux attended my fren's sis's fren (complicated la) bdae at marina country club on friday. then tue k box with my ex colleagues. then, on this wed or next wed, clubbing again cos it's my classmates bdae. and then on sat attending a party at sentosa chalet, and clubbing aft tt. GOSH.......
and i still havent got a job.
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Photoshooting.. to do it or not???
i cant believe it when one professional photographer came to me and ask me to try photoshooting for him!
Devine Vaughn: have u model for shoots b4? :)
Me: err yes but onli for my cousin's blogshop
Devine Vaughn: oooh okies.. but is it fun? :) haha... would u b keen to try a more exciting shoot then? :)
me: hmmm but i dont think i look great in photo shooting
Devine Vaughn: depends on the photographer. :)
u r the cute girl in white in ur dp? hmm.. well, i like ur looks. :)
me: well.. u nvr see my actual looks
Devine Vaughn: well, i dun really care about real looks as long as u look good on photos. haha
me: hmmm sorry but i still hav doubts for my capability. not confident enough haha. hmm can u give me time to think?
Devine Vaughn: of cos. u can check out my photographer profile here: http://www.modelmayhem.com/808685
i took a look at the website, and then i realized that he only accepts bikini and/or lingerie themes! GOSH. the 1st thing tt comes into my mind is, he is looking for the WRONG person. perhaps some of u may know, bee lye was his model before for the Silhouette series of photos. yeah, so here i trust his professionalism, but i dont trust mine. it's great that u can do something exciting or adventurous while u are young, and i will do it if i have a great body. but look at me!! zzzzz
i told him tt i will giv him a reply by fri, while i nd time to consider. sigh.
i think i better give him a reply soon so tt i wont waste his time anymore!
Devine Vaughn: have u model for shoots b4? :)
Me: err yes but onli for my cousin's blogshop
Devine Vaughn: oooh okies.. but is it fun? :) haha... would u b keen to try a more exciting shoot then? :)
me: hmmm but i dont think i look great in photo shooting
Devine Vaughn: depends on the photographer. :)
u r the cute girl in white in ur dp? hmm.. well, i like ur looks. :)
me: well.. u nvr see my actual looks
Devine Vaughn: well, i dun really care about real looks as long as u look good on photos. haha
me: hmmm sorry but i still hav doubts for my capability. not confident enough haha. hmm can u give me time to think?
Devine Vaughn: of cos. u can check out my photographer profile here: http://www.modelmayhem.com/808685
i took a look at the website, and then i realized that he only accepts bikini and/or lingerie themes! GOSH. the 1st thing tt comes into my mind is, he is looking for the WRONG person. perhaps some of u may know, bee lye was his model before for the Silhouette series of photos. yeah, so here i trust his professionalism, but i dont trust mine. it's great that u can do something exciting or adventurous while u are young, and i will do it if i have a great body. but look at me!! zzzzz
i told him tt i will giv him a reply by fri, while i nd time to consider. sigh.
i think i better give him a reply soon so tt i wont waste his time anymore!
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
miss the smell of CASH
I'M SO BORED...
and POOR!!!!
oh pls i need to earn some cash, and do something instead of idling at hm w nothing to do!
ever since i left the company and started schooling, one significant thing tt i missed so much is the cash rolling into my account each mth. zzzzzz. and now i had to rely on pocket money, which doesnt sounds great at all to me, esp i dont like e feeling of rching out my hand from my parents who had alr spent a bomb on my sch fees.
apart frm tt, i still cant adapt to my new environment. this kinda environment is very new to me.. and i'm ve uncomfortable w tt. sigh. feel like forcing myself to sch! ...... i'll explain more on this next time.
now, all i need is CASHHHHH!!! $$$$$$$$$ LOBANGS.. ANYONE?????!
and POOR!!!!
oh pls i need to earn some cash, and do something instead of idling at hm w nothing to do!
ever since i left the company and started schooling, one significant thing tt i missed so much is the cash rolling into my account each mth. zzzzzz. and now i had to rely on pocket money, which doesnt sounds great at all to me, esp i dont like e feeling of rching out my hand from my parents who had alr spent a bomb on my sch fees.
apart frm tt, i still cant adapt to my new environment. this kinda environment is very new to me.. and i'm ve uncomfortable w tt. sigh. feel like forcing myself to sch! ...... i'll explain more on this next time.
now, all i need is CASHHHHH!!! $$$$$$$$$ LOBANGS.. ANYONE?????!
Monday, September 07, 2009
Changed my blogskin ;)
I was too bored at home and i changed my blogskin!!!
NICE????
dont be fooled by the sweet layout of the blog.. i'm not very a sweet kinda gal except to my bf hahaahaha... which in this case, sadly, i dont have.
anws ppl, pls feedback to me if u find any shortcomings on this skin.. THANKSIE!!!
NICE????
dont be fooled by the sweet layout of the blog.. i'm not very a sweet kinda gal except to my bf hahaahaha... which in this case, sadly, i dont have.
anws ppl, pls feedback to me if u find any shortcomings on this skin.. THANKSIE!!!
EXAM OVERRRRR!!
ok my exam's finally over!!!
i told my frens tt my exam's coming and everyone were like, "wow!". yeah i know. i'd only started sch not long before and had only went through 9 lessons and POM!! here comes the exam. so was quite stressed yah.
anw i dunno how well i can fare for it, cos i jus wrote wadever i know on the exam paper and the rest just hand over my results to fate and luck haha!
watched "BRUNO" and clubbed with my frens at zouk over the past 2 wks of break i had and yep, for the rest of the days i'm studying. BRUNO is a super sicko gay show, nearly puked my pop corns out while watching it but LOL was heard in the whole theatre haha!
i laughed when i saw this photo haha. his adopted african kid "Audrey" in the show
the actor starring in the show: Sacha Baron Cohen. this pic so man la!!
last sat went zouk with my ex-colleagues and sueann, then meet up with daniel and his frens. was not high at all, and the music sucks. so much as i got tired of dbl o, i think that it is still better than zouk, or mayb the music wasnt nice on tt night onli. next club to try is butter fac.. hope it's good like i've heard so!!
will upload e pics taken tt night next time as camera is with my sis. she went to taiwan for 9 days!!!!! UUUUGHH!!! i oso wanna go!!! =(
Sunday, August 23, 2009
2 weeks left.
onli a few more days to consider..........
anws, i've got my study break for my exam dued 2 weeks later, and i've got a holly long questions of post assignment to do during these 2 weeks too. havent start revising or did the assignment yet, dont feel like doing until tml. my break for myself is onli today, and for the rest of the days i'd be giving myself targets on the assignment and the revision. hope it'll be fine..
guys, i still can go out at night, it's not like i'm confined to my studying. so jio me out ok... bcos i'd be damn bored.......
was looking through the blog shops and got tempted by these:
nice? i'm thinking whether to buy them down or not....
anws, i've got my study break for my exam dued 2 weeks later, and i've got a holly long questions of post assignment to do during these 2 weeks too. havent start revising or did the assignment yet, dont feel like doing until tml. my break for myself is onli today, and for the rest of the days i'd be giving myself targets on the assignment and the revision. hope it'll be fine..
guys, i still can go out at night, it's not like i'm confined to my studying. so jio me out ok... bcos i'd be damn bored.......
was looking through the blog shops and got tempted by these:
nice? i'm thinking whether to buy them down or not....
i still misses.
Pics I promised.
wth i've got no photoshop to use to do my phtos..
NAH.
sorry to disappoint u heh.
had uploaded them here so enjoy!
hui ling (she was actually prooving us her double chins haha!!)
silly mousey and mei zhen
hui ling and mei zhen
mei zhen, hui ling and kelvin.
This pic ve funny la!!! caught mz pushing kelvin's head!! look @ kelvin's expression HAHA!
silly mousey and hui ling.
on rare occasion silly mousey shows the unglam side of her =P
wondering where's mine rite? hahaa. i have onli one reasonable unglam pic cos i was busy taking others......
NAH.
sorry to disappoint u heh.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Night with Food and Laughter, Refund Management ex-colleagues
A sudden call frm my friend at work and i get my ass down to seoul garden at marina sq after sch.. it's a farewell dinner for pearlyn!
enjoyed the night till the end; all the noise we made and the laughter tt rings the night alive!!! it's been quite a while since i last saw my ex-colleagues.. i feel the warmth when i saw them last night, and i couldnt bear to watch them leave. misses!! laughed a lot till i cried haha, and also trying to catch up the latest gossips and happenings ard the office. of cos they discussed a lot of work stuff, and as i listened i realized how much in me tt i wanted to join them.. but of cos tt's impossible la.
took lotsa photos, look up to my facebook if u're interested. however, the ones in fb shows only the stereotypical set of happy n nice pictures, reason being i'm not allowed to post those (tons of) unglam photos cos if i do, the victims will chop me into pieces~!!!
i promise to show those unglam photos here, only after i edited them 1st =P they are really really funny!!! hopefully they wont look into my blog.......
enjoyed the night till the end; all the noise we made and the laughter tt rings the night alive!!! it's been quite a while since i last saw my ex-colleagues.. i feel the warmth when i saw them last night, and i couldnt bear to watch them leave. misses!! laughed a lot till i cried haha, and also trying to catch up the latest gossips and happenings ard the office. of cos they discussed a lot of work stuff, and as i listened i realized how much in me tt i wanted to join them.. but of cos tt's impossible la.
took lotsa photos, look up to my facebook if u're interested. however, the ones in fb shows only the stereotypical set of happy n nice pictures, reason being i'm not allowed to post those (tons of) unglam photos cos if i do, the victims will chop me into pieces~!!!
i promise to show those unglam photos here, only after i edited them 1st =P they are really really funny!!! hopefully they wont look into my blog.......
Monday, August 17, 2009
Deprived from tranquility
Three lessons worth of strain, worries, and a dose of gloominess.
I spent the last few days thinking what should be the best for me.. then dwelling on the fact tt I had made a huge mistake for the impulsive decision that cannot be undone, only to be corrected or persisted.
Have to admit tt this is gonna be a challenge to me. Already took one step forward but I did not embraced it eagerly.. had consulted a few close of friends of mine on this issue, everyone of them told me to hang on there, give it a shot first. I know this very well deep in my heart, however it's the dark shadow of resignation tt clouded over my rationalization that i've lost a state of mind to reason it out. Now tt with their help, I know what i should be doing now. though i still cant help feeling the dread....
I'll do my best at this moment, and i wish i can get through it..
I spent the last few days thinking what should be the best for me.. then dwelling on the fact tt I had made a huge mistake for the impulsive decision that cannot be undone, only to be corrected or persisted.
Have to admit tt this is gonna be a challenge to me. Already took one step forward but I did not embraced it eagerly.. had consulted a few close of friends of mine on this issue, everyone of them told me to hang on there, give it a shot first. I know this very well deep in my heart, however it's the dark shadow of resignation tt clouded over my rationalization that i've lost a state of mind to reason it out. Now tt with their help, I know what i should be doing now. though i still cant help feeling the dread....
I'll do my best at this moment, and i wish i can get through it..
Thursday, August 13, 2009
School.Starts. TODAY.
Today is the day when my classes officially begin.
It is also a day when i finally had the mood to update my blog!! haha
So much has been gg on since i last left this poor blog untouched.. big events like my resignation, my birthday etc, small goings-on like all the fun, excitement.. or the ups and downs i went through this period. dont wanna go into details.. else it will take forever for me to update. those who knew it they'll know it, those who dont and are interested, feel free to meetup and i will fill your in with the chapters LOL.
anws, i hereby announce that from today onwards, i am officially a student of MDIS, and am pursuing the degree in Bachalor of Arts, Mass Communication under Oklahoma City University, USA. I'll be heading to sch in approximately an hr's time, and i'm slightly freaked out and worried. i can alr imagine a class of english speaking students, eagerly writing a looooong sheet of reports and handing them up way before the deadline. I can also hear them babbling their proficient english with sharp and precise pronounciation and hear them laughing at their own jokes.. and i dont understand them at all. omg.
ok, before i can hyperventilate any further, i'll go get myself prepared and stop this whatever sypmtoms i'm feeling. wish me gd luck...
It is also a day when i finally had the mood to update my blog!! haha
So much has been gg on since i last left this poor blog untouched.. big events like my resignation, my birthday etc, small goings-on like all the fun, excitement.. or the ups and downs i went through this period. dont wanna go into details.. else it will take forever for me to update. those who knew it they'll know it, those who dont and are interested, feel free to meetup and i will fill your in with the chapters LOL.
anws, i hereby announce that from today onwards, i am officially a student of MDIS, and am pursuing the degree in Bachalor of Arts, Mass Communication under Oklahoma City University, USA. I'll be heading to sch in approximately an hr's time, and i'm slightly freaked out and worried. i can alr imagine a class of english speaking students, eagerly writing a looooong sheet of reports and handing them up way before the deadline. I can also hear them babbling their proficient english with sharp and precise pronounciation and hear them laughing at their own jokes.. and i dont understand them at all. omg.
ok, before i can hyperventilate any further, i'll go get myself prepared and stop this whatever sypmtoms i'm feeling. wish me gd luck...
Monday, June 22, 2009
Exhausted..
I've got so many things to blog on but
I'm so tired!!!!!
Every wk feels the same. rush here rush there.. sunday's the only day for me to rest but it's not enough bcos i still had to deal with some house chores.. so it wasnt exactly a rest too. =(
cant wait for the english courses to end. this teacher (Chris) who is a replacement of my last teacher (Edward) sucks. he totally made the lessons a boredom.. cant concentrate man!
counting down to 2 lessons..
I'm so tired!!!!!
Every wk feels the same. rush here rush there.. sunday's the only day for me to rest but it's not enough bcos i still had to deal with some house chores.. so it wasnt exactly a rest too. =(
cant wait for the english courses to end. this teacher (Chris) who is a replacement of my last teacher (Edward) sucks. he totally made the lessons a boredom.. cant concentrate man!
counting down to 2 lessons..
Monday, June 08, 2009
Something true abt Lions.. RAWR!
Was looking at this email my colleague sent me at work... Horoscopes in details.. ACCURATE!
Be prepared though, it's a post of chinese words!
狮子
狮子座的人很不愿意伤害别人，因为他的内心是善良和充满正义感的，他是重视原则的人，但是，如果他做了伤害别人的事情，即便出于面子他没有说什么，但是其实内心里他会真的好自责好内疚的，虽然别人看不到，但是他的确会好难过。
- comments: my pride pride pride! but i still feel sorry and guilty ok! haha
狮子座的人，无论男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是热情来的很快，冷却的速度也快得惊人，我不知道别人是不是这样，我是真的这样的。如果他可以对一份感情持续很长的时间，那么恭喜了，说明你真的很强势很有魅力，足以让他对你死心塌地，否则，狮子座这种内在没有安全感又很敏感的动物，很可能从更有魅力和新鲜的事物上找温暖，因为，狮子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观，但是骨子里面的不安感从未消退过，表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲，但并不是很真实。
- comments: false on the easy come easy go feelings. tt depends on how much i love e person! true on the insecureness.. i'm actually ve fragile lol!
同时，狮子座的人也可以很绝情，这点我认识所有的狮子座的人也包括我自己都很像，不可能吃回头草，字典里没有“后悔”或者“回头”这两个词，因为狮子座的人很爱面子，自尊心比什么都重要，一旦放弃了或者决定了，就不可能回过头去改变，狮子座的人也很怕被伤害。作为我，宁可错过一份感情，宁可放弃。宁可不要，也不会冒可能会被伤害的危险，因为太不值得，因为狮子座的人太爱自己了。。。
- comments: Slogan for Leos, "Nv Turn Back". how true haha. totally agree on the part it describes how Leos turn away a relationship to prevent themselves from getting hurt again.
狮子座的人喜欢热闹，但是也很享受孤独，他可以把这两者之间搞得很平衡，他很喜欢跟朋友一起，疯狂的玩闹，成为一个party的主角，但是回到家里，他立马就可以变得异常安静，不喜欢被打扰，他需要自己的空间来思考，如果不给狮子这个空间，对他步步紧逼，那么他一定会抓狂，变得不可理喻，他还会离开你，因为在狮子的字典里，“自由”和“自我”这两词的比重几乎占据了全部。
- Comments: Couldnt agree more to this! love partying and crowds but on the other hand desired a time for themselves. DO NOT take my personal time away!!!!
狮子座的人有两种不同的倾向，一种是很喜欢天然的东西，不喜欢过多的修饰；另一类是很喜欢奢华另类奇特的事物，更多是狮子座是两者兼有，我属于这一种，我讨厌过度无谓的修饰，但是欣赏另类特别和高雅的事物，对于爱人的选择上，可能也会结合这个标准。
- Comments: Oooh lala, simplicity is beauty =)
狮子座的人很宽容，通常不会因为小事而斤斤计较，他们喜欢展现自己与众不同的仁慈心和获得尊重。对于过往的爱人，狮子座的人很少去探讨是谁的功过是非，无论当时对方有多伤害自己，但是过去了就过去了，狮子座的人不会去诅咒或者怨恨，因为他们喜欢向前看，他们不喜欢做八婆和有损自己高贵形象的事情。狮子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待着我们！！
- Comments: Forgive and forget. Let bygones be bygones! Tt's meeee!!!
Be prepared though, it's a post of chinese words!
狮子
狮子座的人很不愿意伤害别人，因为他的内心是善良和充满正义感的，他是重视原则的人，但是，如果他做了伤害别人的事情，即便出于面子他没有说什么，但是其实内心里他会真的好自责好内疚的，虽然别人看不到，但是他的确会好难过。
- comments: my pride pride pride! but i still feel sorry and guilty ok! haha
狮子座的人，无论男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是热情来的很快，冷却的速度也快得惊人，我不知道别人是不是这样，我是真的这样的。如果他可以对一份感情持续很长的时间，那么恭喜了，说明你真的很强势很有魅力，足以让他对你死心塌地，否则，狮子座这种内在没有安全感又很敏感的动物，很可能从更有魅力和新鲜的事物上找温暖，因为，狮子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观，但是骨子里面的不安感从未消退过，表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲，但并不是很真实。
- comments: false on the easy come easy go feelings. tt depends on how much i love e person! true on the insecureness.. i'm actually ve fragile lol!
同时，狮子座的人也可以很绝情，这点我认识所有的狮子座的人也包括我自己都很像，不可能吃回头草，字典里没有“后悔”或者“回头”这两个词，因为狮子座的人很爱面子，自尊心比什么都重要，一旦放弃了或者决定了，就不可能回过头去改变，狮子座的人也很怕被伤害。作为我，宁可错过一份感情，宁可放弃。宁可不要，也不会冒可能会被伤害的危险，因为太不值得，因为狮子座的人太爱自己了。。。
- comments: Slogan for Leos, "Nv Turn Back". how true haha. totally agree on the part it describes how Leos turn away a relationship to prevent themselves from getting hurt again.
狮子座的人喜欢热闹，但是也很享受孤独，他可以把这两者之间搞得很平衡，他很喜欢跟朋友一起，疯狂的玩闹，成为一个party的主角，但是回到家里，他立马就可以变得异常安静，不喜欢被打扰，他需要自己的空间来思考，如果不给狮子这个空间，对他步步紧逼，那么他一定会抓狂，变得不可理喻，他还会离开你，因为在狮子的字典里，“自由”和“自我”这两词的比重几乎占据了全部。
- Comments: Couldnt agree more to this! love partying and crowds but on the other hand desired a time for themselves. DO NOT take my personal time away!!!!
狮子座的人有两种不同的倾向，一种是很喜欢天然的东西，不喜欢过多的修饰；另一类是很喜欢奢华另类奇特的事物，更多是狮子座是两者兼有，我属于这一种，我讨厌过度无谓的修饰，但是欣赏另类特别和高雅的事物，对于爱人的选择上，可能也会结合这个标准。
- Comments: Oooh lala, simplicity is beauty =)
狮子座的人很宽容，通常不会因为小事而斤斤计较，他们喜欢展现自己与众不同的仁慈心和获得尊重。对于过往的爱人，狮子座的人很少去探讨是谁的功过是非，无论当时对方有多伤害自己，但是过去了就过去了，狮子座的人不会去诅咒或者怨恨，因为他们喜欢向前看，他们不喜欢做八婆和有损自己高贵形象的事情。狮子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待着我们！！
- Comments: Forgive and forget. Let bygones be bygones! Tt's meeee!!!
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Tioman phtos as my screensaver!
I'm now at work and
I'm so bored!!!
zzzz...
come to think of it, i nv put up my photos taken at tioman island before.. tut of sharing the few photos which i set it as my screensaver for my com at work =D
the simple resort we lived in
drunkards! hehe
sun tanning at e beach!
WE LOVE THE BEACH! WEEEEE!!
ya. the photos above are exactly the ones i set up as screensaver in my desktop at work HEHE... including the drunkard pic with ann. lol. so it's like, every colleague can see our pics! =P
Sigh.. I miss e fun! Beach trips anyone????
I'm so bored!!!
zzzz...
come to think of it, i nv put up my photos taken at tioman island before.. tut of sharing the few photos which i set it as my screensaver for my com at work =D
the simple resort we lived in 
drunkards! hehe
sun tanning at e beach!WE LOVE THE BEACH! WEEEEE!!ya. the photos above are exactly the ones i set up as screensaver in my desktop at work HEHE... including the drunkard pic with ann. lol. so it's like, every colleague can see our pics! =P
Sigh.. I miss e fun! Beach trips anyone????
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Over You
Over You - Chris Daughtry
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down, like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming, I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces, I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and
walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up, so did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming, I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces, I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down, like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming, I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces, I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and
walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up, so did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming, I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces, I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
Through these days i discovered my true feelings.. Now i know i'm finally over you.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Aching for internet access
Laptop and desktop have been down for months..
And I'm now waiting patiently for the computer guy to bring back my repaired laptop and linksys adaptor so that i could use the com for the whole day with unlimited hours. I havent been using the com for the whole wk as my sis was always using her laptop for her sch work and due to the fact tt my desktop is down n my lappie went hm with the computer guy for repair. I couldnt wait for my lappie to arrive!!!! =D
Will update more as soon as i got my laptop back. Provided tt it's working fine..
And I'm now waiting patiently for the computer guy to bring back my repaired laptop and linksys adaptor so that i could use the com for the whole day with unlimited hours. I havent been using the com for the whole wk as my sis was always using her laptop for her sch work and due to the fact tt my desktop is down n my lappie went hm with the computer guy for repair. I couldnt wait for my lappie to arrive!!!! =D
Will update more as soon as i got my laptop back. Provided tt it's working fine..
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Modelling.. Me??
Changed my profile pic!! This looks nice enough but i wanna take more pics for better one. Keep improving ya? hehe.
My cousin just talked to me into modelling for her online shopping spree! I did this before with ting and i found tt it was quite fun! The last time we did she jus capture on my body.. I'm ok with shooting just my body.. but face?? I'm not photogenic leh! and i'm not pretty enough la! lol.
nevertheless i'm quite excited about it =P if nd to capture my face then i really nd to go on practising smiling to cameras and look photogenic!!!
My cousin just talked to me into modelling for her online shopping spree! I did this before with ting and i found tt it was quite fun! The last time we did she jus capture on my body.. I'm ok with shooting just my body.. but face?? I'm not photogenic leh! and i'm not pretty enough la! lol.
nevertheless i'm quite excited about it =P if nd to capture my face then i really nd to go on practising smiling to cameras and look photogenic!!!
Memories
Memory: the mental capacity or faculty of retaining and reviving facts, events, impressions, etc., or of recalling or recognizing previous experiences.
I love and hate memories. Love it because some memories of the past are so beautiful and significant, or something i described as sentimental and nostalgic. It is impossible to forget.. yet, sometimes i wished i had the ability to erase part of my memories, so that it no longer reminds me.. so tt i wouldnt recall at all. However lovely some part of my memory is.. today, it remains painful to me.
We all know that memories belongs to the past. The fact tt it is a past and it will never happen the same way it did again. Even if we do come across the same scenario tt happens to be in your memory, i doubt it feels the same as before... It's either maybe you'll feel better, or not.
At times, i wondered to myself.. whether the few ppl whom i had came across their life ever had memories of me at all. Whether they had thought of me... or got reminded of me of some things they do.. or any events they recalled with me inside.... just the way i do as my memories with them materialized automotically in my mind. As their life goes on.. am i forgotten??
No matter how forgetful i am.. i do rmb the things, rmb them.
What about you..? Remember me?
I love and hate memories. Love it because some memories of the past are so beautiful and significant, or something i described as sentimental and nostalgic. It is impossible to forget.. yet, sometimes i wished i had the ability to erase part of my memories, so that it no longer reminds me.. so tt i wouldnt recall at all. However lovely some part of my memory is.. today, it remains painful to me.
We all know that memories belongs to the past. The fact tt it is a past and it will never happen the same way it did again. Even if we do come across the same scenario tt happens to be in your memory, i doubt it feels the same as before... It's either maybe you'll feel better, or not.
At times, i wondered to myself.. whether the few ppl whom i had came across their life ever had memories of me at all. Whether they had thought of me... or got reminded of me of some things they do.. or any events they recalled with me inside.... just the way i do as my memories with them materialized automotically in my mind. As their life goes on.. am i forgotten??
No matter how forgetful i am.. i do rmb the things, rmb them.
What about you..? Remember me?
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